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Wednesday, April 01, 2009

bright days, longing for hometown


baby backview.
baby asked his mom to carry him.
these days all bright days. i felt most blessed by the Heaven. however, the lingering evil, the grandma, made cause of baby's cold, staying with baby at her daughter's home, left me restlessly. 2 days i in office felt urgent to return home to secure baby's health and found baby in deed under poisonous atmosphere brought by the grandma. today ema borrowed my notebook for her courseware. i lingered at home in the beginning of the morning against the grandma, who can lingered in the house and delaying baby joining his kindergarten, where i felt safer for baby for my beloved there caring baby now. after ema returned from her school to send baby to the kindergarten, i arrived my office. the devil in office still challenging me. i idled some time and even chatted with a pal in the male crowded office nearby. quite some of them gay oriented. i reviewed my love and my situation when i roamed in my office. then i got holy message that i should execute my schedule of future right now, ie. returned my hometown and enjoyed peace and leisure there right now. i at once heading to emakingir's house. the grandma returned and slept with baby in a quilt, even baby sweeping. the old ghost in cold well tried all means to closer to baby these days. i at once brought baby up and soon baby picked pc game, while the devil soon slept on the bed. i then brought baby outside to avoid the dirt in house. the sunshine all time bright today. i babbled a lot to baby about the demons in his mother's family, and discussed with baby if i can returned my hometown in the aim to reunite with my beloved, ie. Masheng youjizi, my second wife, my Queen in crown, with whom i will have at least 3 sons in her brilliant wits and brave, calm and firm, my most known and been known, and my Taiwan fiancee, the youngest girl in my Royal now, with whom i never lack passion and energy, and the zhou, the one who follows me the best. i got the message from sunshine and wind. but baby, warren zhu, God and hope of China, refused my request several times. finally we got our decision from the result of our bet of rock-paper-scissors.
today is my lucky day, for i decided to visit my hometown the sooner the better. i enjoyed my life on my home land and my passed dad right this moment and ditched of waiting and endure. Masheng and Taiwan girl from now on can arrange my house there. i should see it in one or 2 years.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

9th snow in lunar 2009, shallowly, with message from my Taiwan fiancee

the nearby Elders' center of emakingir's house, under 9th snow in lunar 2009.
the gloomy day, except bright clouds in other side of the sky.

last Friday a neighbor colleague yelled in office that next day would snow according weather forecast, but i didn't take for granted. then yesterday was bright day, with bright sunshine most of the day. i dozed a lot in the morning to escape from message about my youngest beloved, a slim and tall young girl with Taiwan backgroud. we totally met twice in the street near baby's mother's school. the first time she bought snack alone in a nearby shop, the second time when i just cared my baby when she walked with a large bag with a girl pal. each time i was dumbfound as her beauty and age-can't-bringing cunning beams. in the most distressed moment in my hometown when i just arrived a night, on a dawn, i told the sprite in the Forrest on the mountain on my arrangement, i let her to visit me and stay at any moment she likes for any length of time she enjoys with me, and research what she likes, esp. about the wrecked. i arranged she to entertain me most, with her untouchable perfection of beauty and youth. i cherish her with my most tendering and love of beauty.
the morning i slept a lot to avoid dwelling too much about her, for i didn't expect our reunion so soon. after woke up, i missed in thoughts about her, and got view she now in urgency to live with me and enjoy being my hostess. i saw lots of attempts she managed to inform me anonymously, urging me to take action to farewell to my current status. i was full of longing and passion with the life ahead, and adopted the message from holy on how to make full pleasure with her, who is so young and mature. all the afternoon i restlessly, can't find anything interesting, except her, the Taiwan girl. on the end of the night, i decided to listen to God, trust me life with his setting, and do what i can and enjoy now.
the night ema again urged to sleep early and left less quilt for me, with baby and she took most of the quilt. her body usually very hot, and these days esp. hot. last night i can't bear the heat and slept less. so this night i later decided to sleep alone in another quilt. i slept sound this morning. after i got up, i found a shallow snow already covered the most of the earth. its another white tale to assure me that my fiancees all secured and divined against dirt and dark. what i need do is just here calling ur floral names and praying the wedding day sooner and brighter. our union is inscribed in Heaven.
update: now its turned into a drizzle, with the soil shallow wet, like Chinese traditional poem has it, spring rain scarce like oil. i really really love the rain day and what it brings me the shallow sorrow, a life memory shaped in my hometown, Central China, where rain plenty.