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Friday, January 27, 2017

2017 here now spectacle.

Jan 27, 2017

last night woke up earlier then dwelling in dreams. first dreamt in zoo with dearest son, woz. 2 cheap girls recklessly open cage of tiger and let it at large. we rushed to evade and scattered. when I returned near zoo and found tiger caught woz and indecisively tore his clothes. in terror I scream for zoo manager's help. when he in sight and running closer, I approached the tiger and woke up. I timely noted it on my mobile. then dreamt an OCR software's advertisement on media. I was more or less familiar with pirate warez once, so I'm sure I will get a copy of the tool. I felt glad with it I can turn some Chinese textbook and its tests digitally for woz's exercise. then all dreams about flying, with a delegation of school teachers likely in vacation tour. I can fly without any voyage, and use it to challenge barrage around me. this is a pale morning and eve of lunar new year. my returning train ticket still pending while brokerage already handed over. woz gained about ¥2100 pocket money from his hometown relatives. I didn't send out any gift money, including my newly married nephew. but I told him my startup and hard economy and promised will help him in future when my situation better. yesterday is the turning day of our vacation here, half elapsed. we made nice demonstration to country guys about steam online games to larger LED, chromecast mirror screen, English online videos. our poor dell notebook almost broke down after heavily load of video gaming, in frequent freeze now. I sincerely best wishes to my relatives here, hoping someday I can improve their lives. they already saw satisfactions in the decade when most nephews built their families. God dad, bring me sooner my Royal China to my larger family, for my future offspring. bring me Asoh Yukiko for glory of regal affair. grant us financial freedom to support my online startup.

Jan 25, 2017

first dreamt inspecting a girl secretary of Communist Youth league. she later in charge of a business owned by CCYL, then the business turns in property of girl her own. then dreamt being an India school boy. he studied diligently and guessed or cheated to know exam's topic so scores highest. the topic likely about self-restrain, in Chinese in dream exactly "纲功伐满". his mom and sister celebrate his performance. his school dean who usually stern but now also welcomes him warmly. the boy gladly goes shopping with award, a check. this morning I woke up by the dream and made memo on my mobile. then I fell asleep again till my son got up. my elder sister asked us stay for celebrating lunar new year especially. my nephew came from my hometown village to invite our visit but I defied it for I felt vengeful against my brothers, esp my kid brother who made us harder when he had to aid me meanly. so I decisively evade him and his family, including the village, Zhudajiu where my 2 elder brothers didn't extend helping hand during my credit debt crisis last year. among the relatives and rich meal I abrupt left to my younger elder sister's house to blog. here my 2 nephews also hurry to downtown market. my dearest son, woz, aside me with his pc games. lunar new year holiday can be boring, for lunar harvest season doesn't exist nowadays. I just too far from any celebration in my family affair, nor regal affair. with additional ¥300 in this salary from QRRS, I equipped my family amazon prime another year, but nowhere to find fund to renew another 12 zhone domains esp. under woz's title. God, dad, pl allow me finishing last todo annually in this month. let 2017 anxious free and firm business as seeds soiled. bring me sooner my Royal China to house my beloved, my children. bring Asoh Yukiko when we still breed. grant us financial independence and ability to see through adversity. thx dad.

Jan 21, 2017

dreamt siblings competition in economy. mafia tried to control state owned properties and bidding for merger. I was threatened not to bid but managed to, among my relatives influence. the flight toward hometown esp. smooth, all my unease evaporated after a night and a day's on way. its my first time brought a luggage and I had to ask stewardess where to fetch it back. my son grows more confident in the journey with flight. our neighbor seat was likely a graduate girl, we made nice chats. we only had ¥500 budget for on road cost, and it did cover, including taxi to my sister's house in a town, our destiny. these days a nephew's wedding in preparing, for the bride's house too far, in neighbor province, so she will move to hotel in the county's capital in advance. tomorrow will be the wedding ceremony holds locally. our returning voyage still pending, for the train ticket too scarce to buy. we paid Ctrip.com to hunt for us, and it monitored more than 500000 times and still going. the town's business mostly cement, whose pollution quite severe. but today is second sunny day since our settlement and sunniest one so far. the 2 sons of my sister each has a car. their house newly furnished. I even already looking forward to return while my son still find funs here. all equipment we brought with us works well here, allowing woz to demonstrate online games with gamepads, mobile games chromecast to large LCD. hope he find friends here. God dad, we still have 12 domains to renew, pl grant us space to execute it. bring me sooner my Royal China to host our friends and relatives in glories. bring my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for my family and children. thx, dad.

Jan 12, 2017

dreamt of my once campus alumnus, in surname Shi. he was one of 2 schoolmates helped me when I first settled in Qiqihar thousand miles from my hometown after graduation. in dream his house near mountain and open. at first I thought its scenery. then I anxious about safety. Shi first denied problem then gradually admitted it. his only elder sister then joined conversation, reviewed gunned robberies, as well as wild mountain predators, together their brutality hurt their family and young memories in feeble. then I review our old house also just under and inward 2 mountains' junction and kept so well by my grand dad, warm, vivid and self-relies. in reality when I first settled in Qiqihar and visited Shi's house, his house is a small slum among shabby northern China normal residential area. toilet was near mile away and backyard least spacey. but after nearly 2 decades, many slums turned into skyscrapers here and I don't know where is Shi and his old family now. these weeks preparing hometown tour 3rd with woz, dearest son. I previously severe concerned if my credit debt deprives me of airline, but narrowly I got our flight ticket in a mid Monday night. my kid brother tried his best to sell poverty, claiming my sister can't afford our flights but under my emphasis promised ¥5000 from my sister arrived in 2 times remission my failing kid brother loathed to complete. we got a flight toward hometown while return voyage is train whose ticket paid but still in hunting by ctrip.com, a Chinese mainstream travel agency, due to PRC cheap policy said to protect the poor while in fact lots of brokers profit from the scarce of train ticket out from saturated market. my alipay also once strangely locked me out of payment, till called its support crew to fix it. recently I mostly unease if my payment method totally freezed but so far attests I at large with my assets. nevertheless, with remaining Chinese Yuan, I equipped myself another domain, billingzhu.com for my future new family member perceives in holy message. soon after I gained it from godaddy.com it strangely deleted from my account. after spent near half day desperately resuming it, I had to call godaddy support but found unknown deletion likely beyond my intentionality. and PRC tightens law against personal domain ownership esp of overseas, restricting ISP within its sovereign from support. God, reckless dictator in sinking PRC desperate clinging to my portal online. where is the barked tree tall enough for voice of holy bliss, voice of hope in destructive nation like China under CCP seizure? bring me sooner my Royal China to extinguish sickened tyrant in PRC falling day by day in fear and hatred. bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, and our happy journey to central China, our hometown, in gathering our relatives in lunar new year 2017. grant us free web and steady investment on our cyberspace startup. thx, dad God.

Dec 29, 2016

first dreamt Pony Ma, founder of tencent.com, lives our neighbor. when I leaving my house topless, he and his parents just returning home and caught astonished. I explained I was in active art performance after found myself fully naked. then dreamt among kids. I esp cared a little girl likely a Tibetan. then with my kid traveling in delegation of my once colleagues of QRRS cable TV station. my kid creative and rushes to package and seats for the bus when we leaving a mountain village, just like myself unsettled for tour coming. this week barely looking forward to new year end bonus from my once and long time employer, QRRS. last salary brought me ¥3100, merely covered credit debt clearance monthly, 2000rmb. now I had several small bill to write off, inc tea subscription, treating neighbor kid for his lent us internet during our switching to fiber optic from PPPOE dialing, monthly cinema with woz, Taiwanese restaurant Formosa membership recharge, keep alive several debit accounts after annual fee charges, groupon showers, etc. I already had 2 local debtee with debt 1100rmb, and my web assets didn't fully renew, esp small cost but largely rewards, like amazon prime, localphone rental. I almost can't live without them. zhone's 12 domains under woz, my dearest son's title, also needs renewal which nearly costs $250. coming new year holiday also renders additional expense for dorm canteen then will out of service. I have to feed myself and treat my son in gatherings in the period. devil in dorm still pesters me, even more shamelessly and desperate. they frequently cut me offline when I enjoy passive listening or watching, ie. no my input on computer, trying to entangle me in cheap under espionage. they also deprive me off due caliber of web traffic capacity, results in badly lagging video and webpage loading loop at rate near 0 bps. they setup spare no effort to profane my solo and ruin my pleasure among cyberspace community but only reveal their ugly bloody mouth barking upon wrong tree. my dorm's window wall leaked, loose with many ashes broken down. I invited dorm director, a young tall and beautiful woman, to inspect if it turns dangerous. but she brought 2 technicians and they claimed well around. I still don't believe in. I want change to another dorm room well in shape and to evade the dark and poisonous souls sieged my current dorm, esp the spitting and cough pretending cow in facing neighbor. my current residential situation likely predefined before my move in, doomed to frustrate me and intimidate me into sad silence among criminal and sicken. they hated my brilliant website long enough. God, dad, bring me sooner my Royal China to vitalize my mission so far so joyful to discipline Chinese in new millennium for future gracious survival, for greater transformation of its people and culture sound and independent. bring my son and myself via airline to our hometown in 3rd journey out of anxiety. grant me independent finance to maintain our web investment and growth of presence online.

Tuesday, December 20, 2016

survive the chill before lunar new year.

Dec 20, 2016

dreamt detailedly about Japanese chore machine. there are 4 or 5 cabins, with different functions, like laundry, shower, putting on clothes, sleeping, massage, etc. each item has checkout or deduction, financial log function. shower and put on clothes let me lingered a lot. clothing charges 198 Japanese Yen. I even can't leave but trying more and more till penniless. they are all 360 rotatable, around human body inside. putting on clothes let you extending arms and shift your waist to slide into clothes with string direction. it even can be erotic. I later anxious if showering robot including smart toilet cover function. its a silent Tuesday morning. since Monday morning hoarfrost appeared on trees. salary day coming and I put on so many hopes. next month I will book airline and railway for our hometown tour, among rumors that during lunar spring festival holiday train ticket will be scarce. last Friday night my son, woz, Hope of China, ported a night in my dorm. recent credit debt crisis drove me away from caring his living, so many occasions I asked why he always put on his school uniform which is boring even in weekends, he didn't reply. I thought his mom or the grandma would buy him more or less clothes in my hard time. but they never. in the night when we lately went to bed, I found my son slept with an old style cotton-padded trousers, likely the trousers too tight to take off, my anger roused thick. I know at the moment his sinful mother never bought him new clothes, instead worn and outdated from her acquaintance's dustbin. I tried to pacify myself but can't. so I got up and ordered 2 winter trousers and 2 pants for being stylish my son deserves. I asked my kid brother to pay instead of me, for my only reservoir in ABC bank didn't bundle with mobile number and can't spend online. so next morning I brought my son on way returning his mom's house visit ABC bank and settled it. just when I preparing to pay via alipay, I found my order already paid, likely by my brother. so I additionally bought my son a pair of winter shoes on my own. I asked my son let me known next time when something needed. God, dad, what a misery my son was once! what a affirmative my role as a proud dad meaningful! dad God, never let that happen again, never deprive me from support my son's living! bring me sooner my Royal China to sustain Chinese children, China wet and land! bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, to improve my son's standard. in coming year end fulfill us with due joys and anxious free. grant us a flight tour for better means of travel and timespace.

Dec 12, 2016

dreamt of Jack Ma or alike. dreamt I was in relocation. then enrolled by a company like Alibaba.com. I found my colleagues in confidence to buy its stock shares at high price, near $21. then I felt the company boosting. then Ma came to interview us, while I busy with reading its finance report or company establishment. Ma had no place to sit down, for the only seat among my roommates occupied by me. after found that I calmly shift the stool to Ma. its a facing lake ground house, among other flat houses which now Alibaba's warehouse and delivery center. there were lots of flies with silver coat clouding in air when I reading the document. Ma offers our department deduction rate 12.3.4.12%, which quite generous. he likes leisure and strategy, grow up from wealthy southeastern China. last weekend I brought my son, woz, Hope of China, going cinema. we watched Japanese animation "Your name", which currently records largest box office revenue. its a touching story, reminds me of my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. woz complained too soon after last month's cinema. he upset by his internet unaccessible, for his mom attempting switch another ISP, replacing cable modem with fiber Optic cable while the telcom claimed currently no channel available and had to wait for next upgrade of capacity on its hardware. however, we managed to borrow neighbor's internet to play his favorite game, "garden warfare 2". his cold lasts 2 weeks and no recovery soon. his cough lets me anxious. I tried to hold him longer showered yesterday in hotter water even he complained burning, hoping the heat drives away more or less his cold. God, dad, in your bliss I didn't visit hospital for more than a decade, share my fitness with my dearest son, bring him more exercises and sports trains. spare his sight from intensive android games. grant his proud dad to equip him a pair of new shoes before our hometown journey 3rd, and clothes update via his cousin's online shop. God dad, bare us even in poverty and illness, unshakeable joy of hope and faith. bring me sooner my Royal China to uphold my Empire of China in 1109 years ahead, far more stable and concrete sovereign with neighbor Japan, and America. Grant us financial independence in coming salary. thx Dad.

Dec 8, 2016

recent unsettled matters leads me less blogging. this dawn dreamt my broken bromance with my Tibet artist friend, Bempa Chungdak. I saw in his domineer friend, another artist when we made friend in Tianjin where they studied art and craft design in Tianjin art college. in the bossy friend, Li, or my once department leader in QRRS, Sun, his house with his family, ie. his wife and only child. I waited Bempa spare his time for me, while he silently co-works with his partner, later shift to a workshop and closed the door behind. I saw their sculpture and other works, till they open the door again and returned to the lounge. Bempa still kept me muted, can't left his pal away. so I bitterly left, knowing our bromance fades forever, likes what I have now in reality. these days coming lunar new year festival holiday enthusiasm haunted me a lot, I longing for 3rd flight with my son, woz, to our hometown. my 2 elder sisters both asked me to come in gathering to spend the largest festival among Chinese. and my youngest elder sister's little son will hold wedding ceremony then. my sister promised offering us ¥5000 for flight and travel. my son likes air travel very much. but my credit debt will refrains us from modern and elegant voyage inc airline, according rumor on PRC's finishing civil solicitous credit system, even the cost between airline and railway almost ignorable. my acide kid brother tentatively advised us to pick railway which is dirty, exhausting and slow, according his research there is a straight line between Qiqihar and Wuxue, our hometown. he had tried most means to hurt me, lower promised aid monthly, cheatingly evaded returning my credit cards he took away. there must be hidden iron curtain in his living sphere. even last month salary casually incresed to ¥5000, the department cashier woman attempted to coerce me into obedient and idiotly satisfied. I have more renewal online to pay while my only working credit card diluted its facility to zero. God, dad, improve me higher to see safety of my properties, shift me anxiousless from uncertainty of my unclaimed sovereign. dad God, bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, and my Royal China. bring us home and palace for settlement. grant us an enjoyable journey in woz's winter vacation, and workable credit for spanning things network in our living standard.

Nov 26, 2016

first dreamt with my youngest elder sister, I saw my prelife and felt creepy. then my past dad appeared and let me clean my ear. with help of tool, I managed dug out a ball of earwax. then barely with finger I dragged 2 large slices of earwax out, each the size of main palm, like meat slice or vegetable ones. I felt glad and told my son's mom, who also glad and our relation likely resume to its warm intimacy. I loathed to that backward and woke up, still felt left ear clearer and sharper actually. past week a bit messy for my web assets need renewal while sinking PRC desperate blocked it. thx God, my icbc credit debt right cleared and the credit card resumed to normal status, after 2 visits the largest bank in PRC to unlock strange freeze which defies several tries its clerks attempted on routine counter. still the credit quota is zero. I was suggested to deposit before paying with it, like a debit card. most needed USD account took another visit to the HQ to unlock, again with zero quota. I then tried to pay my USD shopping via paypal which can handle currency conversion automatically, but this time paypal strangely defied my logon. changed many times password I still can't logon via vpn. so I buzzed its Beijing office and cordially resolved it. but again strangely paypal declined my payment to amazon, google, godaddy even my PRC account fund enough, and previously never fail. its just freak out. then I gave up and directly switch to alipay, largest e-payment tool in PRC, and succeeded. God, dad, unclear my future web portal will survive, but God, mercy in your fortitude of my publication based on free service like google blogspot, zoho sites, etc which is abundant. grant us 3rd flight tour to my hometown with woz, dearest son. bring me sooner my Royal China to sustain the prosperous of Asia under discipline. bring me year end bonus to enrich the celebration of new 2017.

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

renewal my online portal timely under PRC siege.

Nov 16, 2016

first dreamt of taming lion. my once leader in QRRS, deputy CCP cadre Zhou Kaiming, or my once colleague in QRRS cable station, Sun Feng, demonstrated how to constantly padding lion's body's edge and hummed short syllable to pacify the large cat. then on my own I started to interactive with lion, including massage lion's toes, even trying using Chinese needle to acupuncture to comfort it. it's terrifying to let lion accept you, at least in dream I even in the end still felt intimidating. then dreamt with my classmates, which mixing my university and senior middle school alumni, in a march of practice. everybody has a role, like monitor, flagger, propagation, etc, while I was in charge of stamp, ie. official verification. we roamed times on the same road, for boring orthodox drives anyone away. when finally experiment lesson started in a classroom, I was chosen by the monitor to dissect something. I did but disgusted to wake up. this week I thrilled by coming unfreeze of my 2 icbc card, a debit salary card and a credit card. it turns out neither succeed. I visited icbc HQ twice but still in clouds who freezed my salary, now that icbc clerks all claimed they didn't. its credit first time so said unlocked by the card department director and let me wait a day to use, which is a fake claim. after failed to shop online with it, I buzzed icbc hotline and told unfreeze a locked credit account takes application, so I immediately entrust him to apply for me. the agent did and asked me wait for another 3 or 5 days. but next day, Monday this week, icbc local branch called me to confirm fee of less than ¥100 taken from me before resume my credit card, I admited at once. next day I tried again to shop with the credit, but after twice failures sadly found my credit quota decreased from original ¥10000 to zero. I even didn't know a credit card with 0 credit is of any usage. so I buzzed the HQ card department director, he advised to apply to icbc national HQ, while the latter refutes to its local branch. in the loophole I decided to visit the clearance center of icbc Qiqihar as the phone bank receptionist tipped, but the office location outdated and removed. returned to local HQ, the card department director suggested me deposit in its credit before shopping via it, like using it as a debit, to win the bank over again for credit. I tried to argue with him my credibility, my cyberspace startup, but seemingly defying me credit is order from higher official and undebatable. so 2nd visit icbc Qiqihar HQ fruitless except at last the director let me buzz him next day for which freezes my salary now that ICBC didn't. I know larger factor in PRC politburo intervenes my financial renewal of my web assets. they desperate deprive my source of basic living and business. God, dad, my throne against no one in its mightiness. grant us innocence against dirty manipulation against my Royal China's regime. bring me sooner my girls, my offspring in our new family that lasts 1109 years ahead when China as an Empire reset. grant me resource to update my ownership over our web assets. grant us a joyful flight tour hometown in lunar new year.

Nov 12, 2016

dreamt lingering in Japan and fell in love with a Japanese girl. mostly dream scene in a room of a Japanese girl friend's house. a little girl teaches me Japanese characters and gradually loves me. we also practice martial art. then in a sleep my penis persistently hardened and our love perceived by other Japanese boys there. they plotted to challenge me, while the girl and the little girl manage to avoid the death trap. I also dreamt rooted my smartphone via dirty cow deploit. this week busy with restore 3 os from backup against dubious intrusion and succeeded. days out and days in I endured to the day my icbc cards' unlock. on Wednesday I first time visited icbc office to manage to unlock them, after found even credit debt cleared and automatic unlock didn't happen. buzzed the phone bank reception desk, I was told there was a new transaction led me in debt of another $1.7 due to pay. I borrowed ¥100 from dorm canteen operator and tried to clear the credit debt but failed on ATM. visited the branch office and even with help of crew I failed to unlock my salary debit card. I also was told unlocking credit card needs to be handle in local HQ. I waited and busy for 2 days. then I visited the headquater on noon yesterday. on counter debt was cleared but credit card department director told me unlock needs a day to work. and clerk granted all normal privilege on my salary card, but still failing transaction for status abnormal. I thought might be the credit debt still persistently preventing, so I returned in waiting. yesterday is shopping festival on taobao.com, Chinese largest online store. I didn't buy anything for all pay method freezed. but I know shopping heals and makes one happier. I badly need to buy my son and my own a pair of backup electric toothbrush. my web asset renewal also due to fill. God dad, grant us credit to live in modern style. bring me my Royal China to unlock the dead trap in failing PRC and its dictative CCP. grant us 3rd flight tour in join lunar new year holiday in our hometown. grant me resource of self-relying in our publication.

Nov 7, 2016

dreamt first my passed mom help neighbor managing large herd of gooses. the gooses swept shallow water and ate lots of plants and bugs. the reward is cheerful, we can ate one or two without lose the farmer deposit base. then dreamt in open cinema with hometown folks. I brought camera and saw the possibility of being caught by regulation not allow to shoot. then before the ending, I dived into water below to bring somewhat command and my 2nd elder brother in charge of summon the folks to execute the order. last night 2nd snow in 2016 winter in Qiqihar cover the ground with thick quilt for early November. I ate rich breakfast and full with satisfaction. these weeks with online audio ebook, I learning and time elapses quick, results in less blogging. my son showed me his gaming skill ever improving when he epted made leaping progress in old game "family guy". he more or less too idle and urges me new training or tasks for him, while I busy with preparing him live now channel on youtube as windows of American life to watch. long time waited game, "Lost planet 3" also downloaded and I tried awhile. his mom mocked me when I lingered there. but her Chinese brand Le smartTV, equipped showily by herself less than half year, wrecked and persuaded by support crew to give up normal usage but just as a monitor. so the messy poor woman consulted me how to connect the monitor to her notebook, which also mine shift to her free a year ago without any gratitude reward. I offered her a backup hdmi cable from amazon and urged her restore a functional smartTV against the product company's evasion of responsibility, but I knew all my efforts less likely working: the cheap bitch dare to curse nobody but me, bundled her with our son. she wouldn't bid even a different word in front of a stranger nor dominant presence, but obeys in humility. I told my son via message my analytics on his mom's twist fantasy and insane taste, her cheap temper and behind frustration deep in her being worthless inc her career in state mandate education, while desperate longing for trading herself somewhere normally. God, dad, my life so long trapped within these unholy beasts including my son's mom and her family. grant me and my son elegent soul mates in our world. bring me sooner my Royal China for healthy competition and wellbeing of humanity. bring me sooner the unity of Christian universe. grant us independent finance, empower me renew our web assets annually and maintain growth of our online publication.

Oct 31, 2016

dreamt confined by police in library. in winter now I usually close tight my window lest waste networked heat. but that results in late wake up in morning and missing dorm canteen breakfast. so I set alarm on my cellphone. as side effect, I usually felt sleepy after unnature woke up. this morning I at first busy with setup a migrated vision of agarten.in under domain dabbog.com, lagging internet soon drove me onto bed. In dream I brought my son, woz, haunted nowhere to find a place to dwell. then when we leaving I let woz waited me awhile I returned to library to pee. enter the hall, I found some people watching a bull head on the wall, like hunting trophy. at first I thought that's my work, then found they were in fact unauthorized copies of my works and posted everywhere in the library, attract lots of audience. among people arrested under the bull head, one was a policeman, who listened my claim calmly but replied I wouldn't allowed to leave in response of the demonstration. when I doubting how to inform my son in waiting about my dangerous situation, my 2nd elder sister in red clothes appeared in the library and didn't recognize me. soon I found in the central area of the hall, my son settled there among reading crowd, including my sister. before detained or imprison I woke up from nap. past week I sometimes woke up earlier upon good news of coming unlock my salary card and ICBC credit card, now that with this month salary paid to ICBC, my credit debt to the PRC largest bank will clear. In bare waiting my kid brother's aid to cope every month living cost, usual it will be ¥700 since my brother latest visit, my younger brother buzzed in. he just brought his technician toured England. according him that cost ¥30000. I then just settled site's migration and with confidence persuaded my kid brother additional 300 helping me resolving running debts among local contacts, and bad need to replace shoes. he admitted in the session, a loan of ¥1000. but later 2 days he didn't remit me as promised. he is a man vulnerable of bitter feelings, and in the case he not evaded again. when I on bus fetching my son for monthly cinema with hard bargained loan from canteen operator woman, ¥300, my brother buzzed in to check his damage on our schedule. he failed to persuade me gave up my redundant phone number. after the cinema, I check ATM and the promised aid right in its position. with it, my doubts cleared and much glad found discount area of Walmart has a nice shoes for me priced ¥40. all the weekend turns brilliant with the aid and hope of affirmative. on Sunday morning I with my only ¥20 bought hazelnut from street vendor near woz's community after near a month I didn't buy my son fruits as usual. the hazelnut rewards us in quality, large, crisp and delicious. at these moment in a sunny morning, God dad, I pray in holy my life out of uncertainty and hatred from sinful PRC dictation, stands peaceful, firm and hopeful. pray our happy gathering every occasion with adequate financial support. bring me sooner my Royal China for the prosperous China as well as eastern Asia, bring me new family with my girls and our offspring. grant me painless purchases and supportive credit and income base, esp my cyberspace startup. thx, dad God.