Thursday, April 17, 2014

handsome spring before turning old.

17/4/2014

pray for save.^ this month should be tough finance for we hardly restrained our living expense. what's worse, son warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, made purchase in his pad games, totally ¥270. we ate Chinese lunch on each Sunday instead of Dico's we likes so much, save half of the meal, near ¥30. deficit sometimes let me down and slept a lot to avoid anxiousness. last Wednesday is a brilliant sunny day, I bought dry beef for son again to celebrate it. in the night when I reviewed holy revelation in my life, I'm affirmed so much. life of mine, not a burden but vision of indulge, treasure to glows. this dawn Dream again worms eat my flesh under skin, this time on my heel. it itches, when I inspected then found a cone hallow under my heel created by the parasites. then dream with my son, and my kid brother on a schedule for travel of train. I hold my son on the move in meetings in town while brother in hotel waiting for tickets to launch together. its urgent to be on time on every stage, while all means we have in uncertain. its like a nightmare of distraction during hurry up otherwise out of we afford. in late dream I tried to blog the dream till bright late spring morning. breakfast is enjoyable and breeze accords my query of witness. God, grant me independence of living with life style we enjoy so far. rid me want and debt, and vulnerable under superficial life, to pursue truth and beauty of spirit. God, dad, coming month will commence summer, funnest season for my son and myself in every year. cover our joy time expense and focus on moments we reunite.bring me sooner my Royal China to forward history in Asia. bring me my girls, my Queens in my family, like running river of forever life.

7/4/2014

dreamed of Thailand. ^ I fixed wandering idea of helping our tribe in family name Zhu getting a cyberspace by building them a website. last Friday I booted up courages among harder economy within PRC and claimed zhus.asia domain from godaddy.com. its my family's 12th domain. God sees how I am contented and how heavy a burden for me without a supporting backbone business while extending realm restlessly. PRC went its traditional holiday, mourning day for 3 day vacation, I hate it for I again had to hunt for meals with extra budget. however we had a groupon of pizza buddy meals previously subscribed, so we spend our lunch out there, after 3D cinema. my son enjoyed steak there very much. I ate fully till no feeling for food. we also shopping in nearby Walmart, where I finally got my socks on stock. son got his beef jerky I long time planned him. on taxi returning, warrenzh my son, Hope of China, God of Universe, leaned on back seat and quietly browsing street scene through car window alone. my financial status causes him unease, I guess. this dawn I dreamed in Thailand, I tried to use dictionary to translate. God, I will never cash out ur legacy I inherited. dad, God, bring me sooner my Royal China and lives us a living and resilient sound business. thx, dad, here in the bright morning.

1/4/2014

dreamt of Lyu Songya,my incomplete love. ^ in dawn dream, I met Lyu Songya, my Huanggang senior middle school alumnus, now a professor in Wuhan Univ. so many years I yet know why she decided to visit my passed dad's old house when we went to hometown after aboard a same ship during summer vacation in HG middle school, where I missed her but unable to claim my love to her for academic pressure so high for me while so light for her, and when I didn't sense she ever cared me in the school we boarding and lodging. In dream I sometimes tangled Lyu with one of my QRRS colleague, Zhang Xianbin, a Hunan migrator and now a sales director of the SOE. we interacted a while when we both lingered in QRRS dorms and she a year earlier join the company than me. finally Lyu show deep concern on me in the dream. I tried to blog in dream, but when I got up, I almost lost them all. God, I feel blessed in ur love, among beautiful girls' love with me. show me the way to reach out for solid homeland, to girls I love and be family. God, my son recently got cold and ankle wrench, help him recover soon. next month will be important, for we missing old life standard supported by my salary of ¥2100. let's resume our pastime with adequate spend power. thx Dad God.

24/3/2014

Dreamt with my Nankai alumni. ^last night my 2nd brother buzzed in again to assure his support, ¥1000 to help me fix my family living deficit. Sohu.com, a pioneer importer of American TV soap drama in PRC, narrowly restricted its service to force its users install its own browser, likely favorites its surveillance, cooperates with the tyrant state communist party. this dawn I again got up in time, to find its around 5:30am, from deep dreams. the dorm's Internet is down as usual said for maintenance. I soon napped in my chair. in dorm of Nankai University, I talked with monitor or someone, for higher living standard forced me sell some property I inherit for cash. then in campus canteen, Wang Hui, one girl Nankai alumni, do her job as saleswoman there, received me, counted my broken bills and destroyed them after counted & exchanged for meals. she is kind and emphasized me not again to sell my inherited. I yelled, never even die, but before I shout out the phrase, I woke up. its a sunny morning. God, dad, help me sustain my life so far, let me enjoy wonderful moments in my life here with my son and children arriving, in my Royal China with my 4 wives.
From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires

Saturday, March 22, 2014

everlasting joy bewitches Royal China, among pitiful hard time now.

22/3/2014

happy reunion among harder economy.^ long expected March salary among gloomy PRC's economy arrived in pitch, dropped to 1400 CNY, in a sunny day. that put my routine life in blizzard, including weekends dine out, recent shopping online for replace son's shoes and our woolen pants, even my boarding subscription would go debt. after reviewed my situation, I buzzed my 2nd brother who recently rarely buzzed in after he saw my mobile in his contacts when trying an messenger app, yixin. he usually means for his life not always in his expectation, but I hope he saves this April of my family. in a vision, I felt enemies of my Royal China put my own in a test upon what I claimed, faith in God, in bright future of China as well as the world pilots my anchor next millennium. In last night dream when my son ported in my QRRS Dorms, my passed parents gathered with us unusually,talked about their times' tale, their nightmare when they young and green hand. that's something weird. then my son called me, in his dream or wake up. I answered him immediately. but he didn't responded. soon neighbor beasts punched the paper wall heavily, like it insanely did all time, trying ignite my wrath of revenge. I calmed after efforts, let go old foe. then in dream when I visiting hometown village, Zhudajiu, national war called upon, duty of serving the army for every young men seeks even remote like the village. I was in the enlist.my sinful cousin with his sons visited me, discuss how to evade the crushing way ahead of a soldier. I felt in danger& panic, even know the cousin never kind, but I listened their sell. My son recently more turns quiet and resting. God, dad, relieve his burden upon debts I brought in the prospect of my Royal China of next 1109 years in eastern Asia. God, dad, bring hearted joy and laughter in his budding youth. thx, dad, here is my prayer ever answered today, in these blessing sunshines.

19/3/2014

a late heavy snow in spring 2014. ^ these days I seemingly lack of sleep. every morning I Wake up in time but each time lingering deep in dreams and merely sober mind when sit aside bed. I enjoy breakfast as usual, engaged with online free stuff like working bee. but every short moment when I leaned on bed I fall into nap soon. every nap likes a long journey before I return to earth steadily. this, esp this dust's nap lets me wonder how wonderful or awful my life is now. do I enjoy every reunion with my son, my most concerned, as usual? do I prepare for my absence on the earth for meeting my dad, God in Heaven now, in paradise soon or late? most workdays I was busy, prepared commencement of my Empire online and offline, stuff to make fun now and future. do I exhaust more or less? yesterday Its a sandy day, snow follows this noon and turns turbulent a beautiful scene. its also helpful for plants in spring, on the drying planet. I prepared more paypal accounts for my business, for purchases future overseas, esp in US. I was blocked from American goods so long, I despair want to be with them, including my recently bought chromebook via a taobao.com shop specifying shopping overseas. sooner US will dispatch my packages I orders online. that means freedom extends me more, comparing several years ago I had to ask Taiwan friend in cyberspace to buy me godaddy domains. I then even poorer than deserving a credit card. now I have my 1st credit card from CCB and transacted via it in past months for more than 5000 CNY. we harvested so many wonderful goods from online orders.
God, dad, this moment the dorm's power down abrupt. I was allowed to review my recent status, which so meaningful that I barely blogged. coming month still challenging, for I deficit 300 CNY now. dad, God, I live on u so many years with bare hands. looking forward, I see humors of life and wits in my soul uprising. thx, dad, God, allow me praying in this temporarily black out night.

14/3/2014

dreamed of Masayoshi Son. ^ these days saw and heard lots of QRRS young workers idled in dorm. some factories of QRRS shut down for no orders. gloomy economy also depressed me, while spending method opener and handier day by day. say, 2 Chinese logistic enterprises, stoexpress.us and sfbuy.com, open service for overseas shopping. 2 biggest e-commercial portal, alibaba and tencent, next week will offer e-credit card to boost Chinese expending online. the only prime is your wallet is filled solidly. last night when I told my son online the progress undergoes in nowadays PRC, he quit after sensed my anxious upon expanding unemployment and underpaid. this dawn I dreamt CEO of softbank, the Korean entrepreneur built his industry empire in Japan. I see how Japanese open over world culture and spices, tolerant to versatile products and alien races, inc popular social app, line again by Korean. I saw the greatest responsibility on Japan to guard democratic inherit since pilot of USA. Its a shinny morning, God, bring me sooner my Royal China to home my children, future of China on eastern Asia. God dad, show me way to meaningful and plenty. I saw the promise, God, thx.

10/3/2014

Dreamed again I'm in my wedding.^ recently life too beautiful to blog. everyday we made progress. in our shared moment, my son, warrenzh and me advanced among video games. we also chatted via sms a lot and that makes us understanding more each other. yesterday during shower in public spa, he first time fainted. with his pad he soon recovered and we ate bananas after returned to his mom's house. my son put so many affections on me that sometimes I felt terrified for the responsibility. but God, I have no choice, no dodging way to evade. I had to put all my life under God's shine, which so affirmative even among daily chores. God, bliss open my eyes wide for the mighty. don't let me down upon heroic inside me, in my Royal family.
this dawn I 2nd time dreamt in my wedding ceremony. my bride seemingly not the one I familiar, but proud as she is, and I was contented heartedly. her parents have firm hands over wedding affairs. I tried my best to make the ceremony gorgeous. in this dawn dream my childhood friend, Zhu Caigui, also from my hometown village Zhudajiu, in his wedding, too. I wake up around 6:30am and ate breakfast leisurely. God, bring me sooner my Royal China. Asoh Yukiko, attending our son and other children arriving closely. show warrenzh how to live in Japanese style. thx, God dad.
From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

discreet joice of holy affirmative.

26/2/2014

happy time with cinema, "Hobbit part 2".^ yesterday we 3rd visit Qiqihar Dadi cinema franchise in Qiqihar Supermarket, to watch American blockbuster, The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug. for this month salary again dropped to ¥2100, we didn't buy popcorn to save. son, warrenzh first time uncomfortable with 3D glasses and sometimes took it off during watching. after the movie, we ate fish hotpot near my QRRS dorm. son complained I heaped too much meat before he started to eat. yes, that's my fault for I wanted to eat my own earlier. after returned to his mom's house, I prepared him an old video game, dungeon defender, as son requested to review after years ago we completed it. he helped me make proud progress in game, Enslaved: Odyssey to the West, till reached last chapter we quit for my time to leave there. in the night I reviewed son's recent sometimes reluctance to echo my shared gratitude for God, I saw I pushed too hard to demand his companion. I saw freedom I left him crumbled. this dawn I dreamed lengthly watched a Korea girl in her 30's while still lives alone. she emotionally dependent on her mother. I watched so long her life that its a bit boring. when I blogged I can't remember her late living in my dream. last weekend I complained I was too poor to claim sibling domain for our newly claimed one, birdous.com, birdo.us to my son when we on way to lunch out and shower. but the night before yesterday I summoned encouragement to buy it in hand. its too beautiful to miss. now my son, warrenzh at warozhu.com and zhuson.com, owns the birdo.us with brilliant grace.
God, so many hard time passed while countless ahead. please allow me more discreet decision in my future life, my 1109 years' China Empire reset, my God to serve in my Royal. God, dad, empower me more insight upon my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, God of Universe, his needs and unwilling. bring me fresh vivid life on the earth to serve the Holy Spirit. thx God, dad.

21/2/2014

my new chromebook, an acer c720. ^ after a month and a week, my chromebook, bought from Amazon American, finally arrived among lots of biting waiting. its easy to put it in use. and I within 2 days migrated and synced my corporate and personal google accounts onto it. son, warrenzh seemingly not so cheered, for its my gear. his mom recently also equipped herself an samsung pad, while my son empty seasonal gift. but I managed to buy pecan nuts and persimmons online for him for compensation. I also want him know tools enhance living, but full life surely beyond that. in this dawn dream my main concern is my kid brother's loan he promised last night to clear my credit card debt. at first I dreamed my Tibet friend, Bianbaqiongda, since I join my first work place, QRRS, and visited him on way I first time visited my hometown after settled in the SOE, we didn't contact each since then.then my 2nd brother first time appeared in my dream not evilly. we, with my kid brother and an infant, my son or my kid brother's 2nd baby, trapped on a high platform where more and more snakes gathered around us. its dangerous and frightening. but my 2nd brother kindly said, danger let people sober and can be blessing. kid brother also kind in dream. in later dream he likely teased me and tentatively delayed his loan for funs. the dream is embroiled, I tried several times to get up amid to blog but delayed on bed till the later dream too vivid to miss, while it ends up missing when I just blogged the snakes. this month my salary dropped to ¥2100 again, that's solid reality strengthens me. God, dad, allow us a happy reuniting weekends in this salary week, for I will dined out son. free us burden of debt and immerse us in gratitude. bring me sooner my Royal China for the land thirsty and harvest thirsty. thx, dad.

18/2/2014

Dream accompanied son & his over-concerned mom listening lecture on children education. ^near end of winter term my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, was brought by him mom to visit her relatives likely in neighbor province, where nuclear radiation and epidemic realistically looming. Just before last dinner of the journey, I got the idea to claim domain, birdous.com, which likely my last affair mattered one, in memory of a baby bird I saved from her prematurely left her nest in my 2008 visit my passed dad's house. with expertise I gained from previous 9 domains I finished setup new domain in 2 continuous days. This dawn I first dreamed play hide-and-see game with son's mom's colleagues' boy on a haunted hill, where there is a school and houses. then dreamed school broadcasting program while I once closely watched the business when I worked in QRRS cable TV and it has a branch to do job. I saw my TV expertise empowers me an edge over school video and multimedia E-teaching channels. Then dreamed my son was brought by his mom to attend a kid education lecture offered by professional faculty. his mom's colleagues also there. son felt nervous & ask my attendance and gamed with him while idle in the hall before the lecture.The professor interviewed us and let son do a survey to assess his ability. his main topic of the lecture is reasonable: education should be more versatile and free off unnecessary burden in traditional Chinese society role, paving social ladder toward upper class, or in Chinese cliche, those who excel in academics end up in officialdom. my son benefits from the innovative thought, and playing games with pals happily. I scrabbled the blog on my mobile via lofter.com around 6:30am on bed, then went breakfast. Its a sunny morning now. God, dad, bring me sooner my Royal China to home my son and other children arriving. grant me allowance upon credit card deficit crisis in coming month. thx, dad, Hope turns stronger in blessing spring breath.

13/2/2014

Dreamed of song contest among my alumni. ^ dorm's water heat wrecked yesterday, so cold in the night. in dawn dream previously chat with Zhong Mj, my senior middle school classmate and a Peking Univ graduate. then in a song contest between Zhong & He yi, both once my classmate and usual exam leaderboard topper during my senior middle school in Huanggang Middle school. they were close friends in Huanggang and enrolled by Peking Univ together while majored differently. I worked as assistant of He in the dream. I tried my best on stage to cooperation with He who so brilliant. He's talent undeniable, and won finally, with PRC's traditional song, "Hero hymn". The judge, a colonel and likely popular TV talkshow guest in nowadays PRC, found mistakes of performance as result absence of camp training for contestants, results in clumsiness at war field in future perspective. He commented humorously and audiences applaud. Then triumph ceremony commenced. I tried to behave differently on stage, to coordinate with He Yi, not just follow him, that also attracted eyeballs on me. then I felt anxious about my son's mom would refuse my installing new Japanese style sofa and mini-desk I bought online for my son in the aim to let him closer to Japanese life style like his Japanese mother, Asoh Yukiko. after woke up, I hurried to breakfast in dorm canteen. It's a sunny morning. I had done so many fruitful tasks by now. God, bring me sooner my Royal China, to bring happy end closer to reality. thx God dad.
From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires