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Tuesday, December 20, 2016

survive the chill before lunar new year.

Dec 20, 2016

dreamt detailedly about Japanese chore machine. there are 4 or 5 cabins, with different functions, like laundry, shower, putting on clothes, sleeping, massage, etc. each item has checkout or deduction, financial log function. shower and put on clothes let me lingered a lot. clothing charges 198 Japanese Yen. I even can't leave but trying more and more till penniless. they are all 360 rotatable, around human body inside. putting on clothes let you extending arms and shift your waist to slide into clothes with string direction. it even can be erotic. I later anxious if showering robot including smart toilet cover function. its a silent Tuesday morning. since Monday morning hoarfrost appeared on trees. salary day coming and I put on so many hopes. next month I will book airline and railway for our hometown tour, among rumors that during lunar spring festival holiday train ticket will be scarce. last Friday night my son, woz, Hope of China, ported a night in my dorm. recent credit debt crisis drove me away from caring his living, so many occasions I asked why he always put on his school uniform which is boring even in weekends, he didn't reply. I thought his mom or the grandma would buy him more or less clothes in my hard time. but they never. in the night when we lately went to bed, I found my son slept with an old style cotton-padded trousers, likely the trousers too tight to take off, my anger roused thick. I know at the moment his sinful mother never bought him new clothes, instead worn and outdated from her acquaintance's dustbin. I tried to pacify myself but can't. so I got up and ordered 2 winter trousers and 2 pants for being stylish my son deserves. I asked my kid brother to pay instead of me, for my only reservoir in ABC bank didn't bundle with mobile number and can't spend online. so next morning I brought my son on way returning his mom's house visit ABC bank and settled it. just when I preparing to pay via alipay, I found my order already paid, likely by my brother. so I additionally bought my son a pair of winter shoes on my own. I asked my son let me known next time when something needed. God, dad, what a misery my son was once! what a affirmative my role as a proud dad meaningful! dad God, never let that happen again, never deprive me from support my son's living! bring me sooner my Royal China to sustain Chinese children, China wet and land! bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, to improve my son's standard. in coming year end fulfill us with due joys and anxious free. grant us a flight tour for better means of travel and timespace.

Dec 12, 2016

dreamt of Jack Ma or alike. dreamt I was in relocation. then enrolled by a company like Alibaba.com. I found my colleagues in confidence to buy its stock shares at high price, near $21. then I felt the company boosting. then Ma came to interview us, while I busy with reading its finance report or company establishment. Ma had no place to sit down, for the only seat among my roommates occupied by me. after found that I calmly shift the stool to Ma. its a facing lake ground house, among other flat houses which now Alibaba's warehouse and delivery center. there were lots of flies with silver coat clouding in air when I reading the document. Ma offers our department deduction rate 12.3.4.12%, which quite generous. he likes leisure and strategy, grow up from wealthy southeastern China. last weekend I brought my son, woz, Hope of China, going cinema. we watched Japanese animation "Your name", which currently records largest box office revenue. its a touching story, reminds me of my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. woz complained too soon after last month's cinema. he upset by his internet unaccessible, for his mom attempting switch another ISP, replacing cable modem with fiber Optic cable while the telcom claimed currently no channel available and had to wait for next upgrade of capacity on its hardware. however, we managed to borrow neighbor's internet to play his favorite game, "garden warfare 2". his cold lasts 2 weeks and no recovery soon. his cough lets me anxious. I tried to hold him longer showered yesterday in hotter water even he complained burning, hoping the heat drives away more or less his cold. God, dad, in your bliss I didn't visit hospital for more than a decade, share my fitness with my dearest son, bring him more exercises and sports trains. spare his sight from intensive android games. grant his proud dad to equip him a pair of new shoes before our hometown journey 3rd, and clothes update via his cousin's online shop. God dad, bare us even in poverty and illness, unshakeable joy of hope and faith. bring me sooner my Royal China to uphold my Empire of China in 1109 years ahead, far more stable and concrete sovereign with neighbor Japan, and America. Grant us financial independence in coming salary. thx Dad.

Dec 8, 2016

recent unsettled matters leads me less blogging. this dawn dreamt my broken bromance with my Tibet artist friend, Bempa Chungdak. I saw in his domineer friend, another artist when we made friend in Tianjin where they studied art and craft design in Tianjin art college. in the bossy friend, Li, or my once department leader in QRRS, Sun, his house with his family, ie. his wife and only child. I waited Bempa spare his time for me, while he silently co-works with his partner, later shift to a workshop and closed the door behind. I saw their sculpture and other works, till they open the door again and returned to the lounge. Bempa still kept me muted, can't left his pal away. so I bitterly left, knowing our bromance fades forever, likes what I have now in reality. these days coming lunar new year festival holiday enthusiasm haunted me a lot, I longing for 3rd flight with my son, woz, to our hometown. my 2 elder sisters both asked me to come in gathering to spend the largest festival among Chinese. and my youngest elder sister's little son will hold wedding ceremony then. my sister promised offering us ¥5000 for flight and travel. my son likes air travel very much. but my credit debt will refrains us from modern and elegant voyage inc airline, according rumor on PRC's finishing civil solicitous credit system, even the cost between airline and railway almost ignorable. my acide kid brother tentatively advised us to pick railway which is dirty, exhausting and slow, according his research there is a straight line between Qiqihar and Wuxue, our hometown. he had tried most means to hurt me, lower promised aid monthly, cheatingly evaded returning my credit cards he took away. there must be hidden iron curtain in his living sphere. even last month salary casually incresed to ¥5000, the department cashier woman attempted to coerce me into obedient and idiotly satisfied. I have more renewal online to pay while my only working credit card diluted its facility to zero. God, dad, improve me higher to see safety of my properties, shift me anxiousless from uncertainty of my unclaimed sovereign. dad God, bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, and my Royal China. bring us home and palace for settlement. grant us an enjoyable journey in woz's winter vacation, and workable credit for spanning things network in our living standard.

Nov 26, 2016

first dreamt with my youngest elder sister, I saw my prelife and felt creepy. then my past dad appeared and let me clean my ear. with help of tool, I managed dug out a ball of earwax. then barely with finger I dragged 2 large slices of earwax out, each the size of main palm, like meat slice or vegetable ones. I felt glad and told my son's mom, who also glad and our relation likely resume to its warm intimacy. I loathed to that backward and woke up, still felt left ear clearer and sharper actually. past week a bit messy for my web assets need renewal while sinking PRC desperate blocked it. thx God, my icbc credit debt right cleared and the credit card resumed to normal status, after 2 visits the largest bank in PRC to unlock strange freeze which defies several tries its clerks attempted on routine counter. still the credit quota is zero. I was suggested to deposit before paying with it, like a debit card. most needed USD account took another visit to the HQ to unlock, again with zero quota. I then tried to pay my USD shopping via paypal which can handle currency conversion automatically, but this time paypal strangely defied my logon. changed many times password I still can't logon via vpn. so I buzzed its Beijing office and cordially resolved it. but again strangely paypal declined my payment to amazon, google, godaddy even my PRC account fund enough, and previously never fail. its just freak out. then I gave up and directly switch to alipay, largest e-payment tool in PRC, and succeeded. God, dad, unclear my future web portal will survive, but God, mercy in your fortitude of my publication based on free service like google blogspot, zoho sites, etc which is abundant. grant us 3rd flight tour to my hometown with woz, dearest son. bring me sooner my Royal China to sustain the prosperous of Asia under discipline. bring me year end bonus to enrich the celebration of new 2017.

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

renewal my online portal timely under PRC siege.

Nov 16, 2016

first dreamt of taming lion. my once leader in QRRS, deputy CCP cadre Zhou Kaiming, or my once colleague in QRRS cable station, Sun Feng, demonstrated how to constantly padding lion's body's edge and hummed short syllable to pacify the large cat. then on my own I started to interactive with lion, including massage lion's toes, even trying using Chinese needle to acupuncture to comfort it. it's terrifying to let lion accept you, at least in dream I even in the end still felt intimidating. then dreamt with my classmates, which mixing my university and senior middle school alumni, in a march of practice. everybody has a role, like monitor, flagger, propagation, etc, while I was in charge of stamp, ie. official verification. we roamed times on the same road, for boring orthodox drives anyone away. when finally experiment lesson started in a classroom, I was chosen by the monitor to dissect something. I did but disgusted to wake up. this week I thrilled by coming unfreeze of my 2 icbc card, a debit salary card and a credit card. it turns out neither succeed. I visited icbc HQ twice but still in clouds who freezed my salary, now that icbc clerks all claimed they didn't. its credit first time so said unlocked by the card department director and let me wait a day to use, which is a fake claim. after failed to shop online with it, I buzzed icbc hotline and told unfreeze a locked credit account takes application, so I immediately entrust him to apply for me. the agent did and asked me wait for another 3 or 5 days. but next day, Monday this week, icbc local branch called me to confirm fee of less than ¥100 taken from me before resume my credit card, I admited at once. next day I tried again to shop with the credit, but after twice failures sadly found my credit quota decreased from original ¥10000 to zero. I even didn't know a credit card with 0 credit is of any usage. so I buzzed the HQ card department director, he advised to apply to icbc national HQ, while the latter refutes to its local branch. in the loophole I decided to visit the clearance center of icbc Qiqihar as the phone bank receptionist tipped, but the office location outdated and removed. returned to local HQ, the card department director suggested me deposit in its credit before shopping via it, like using it as a debit, to win the bank over again for credit. I tried to argue with him my credibility, my cyberspace startup, but seemingly defying me credit is order from higher official and undebatable. so 2nd visit icbc Qiqihar HQ fruitless except at last the director let me buzz him next day for which freezes my salary now that ICBC didn't. I know larger factor in PRC politburo intervenes my financial renewal of my web assets. they desperate deprive my source of basic living and business. God, dad, my throne against no one in its mightiness. grant us innocence against dirty manipulation against my Royal China's regime. bring me sooner my girls, my offspring in our new family that lasts 1109 years ahead when China as an Empire reset. grant me resource to update my ownership over our web assets. grant us a joyful flight tour hometown in lunar new year.

Nov 12, 2016

dreamt lingering in Japan and fell in love with a Japanese girl. mostly dream scene in a room of a Japanese girl friend's house. a little girl teaches me Japanese characters and gradually loves me. we also practice martial art. then in a sleep my penis persistently hardened and our love perceived by other Japanese boys there. they plotted to challenge me, while the girl and the little girl manage to avoid the death trap. I also dreamt rooted my smartphone via dirty cow deploit. this week busy with restore 3 os from backup against dubious intrusion and succeeded. days out and days in I endured to the day my icbc cards' unlock. on Wednesday I first time visited icbc office to manage to unlock them, after found even credit debt cleared and automatic unlock didn't happen. buzzed the phone bank reception desk, I was told there was a new transaction led me in debt of another $1.7 due to pay. I borrowed ¥100 from dorm canteen operator and tried to clear the credit debt but failed on ATM. visited the branch office and even with help of crew I failed to unlock my salary debit card. I also was told unlocking credit card needs to be handle in local HQ. I waited and busy for 2 days. then I visited the headquater on noon yesterday. on counter debt was cleared but credit card department director told me unlock needs a day to work. and clerk granted all normal privilege on my salary card, but still failing transaction for status abnormal. I thought might be the credit debt still persistently preventing, so I returned in waiting. yesterday is shopping festival on taobao.com, Chinese largest online store. I didn't buy anything for all pay method freezed. but I know shopping heals and makes one happier. I badly need to buy my son and my own a pair of backup electric toothbrush. my web asset renewal also due to fill. God dad, grant us credit to live in modern style. bring me my Royal China to unlock the dead trap in failing PRC and its dictative CCP. grant us 3rd flight tour in join lunar new year holiday in our hometown. grant me resource of self-relying in our publication.

Nov 7, 2016

dreamt first my passed mom help neighbor managing large herd of gooses. the gooses swept shallow water and ate lots of plants and bugs. the reward is cheerful, we can ate one or two without lose the farmer deposit base. then dreamt in open cinema with hometown folks. I brought camera and saw the possibility of being caught by regulation not allow to shoot. then before the ending, I dived into water below to bring somewhat command and my 2nd elder brother in charge of summon the folks to execute the order. last night 2nd snow in 2016 winter in Qiqihar cover the ground with thick quilt for early November. I ate rich breakfast and full with satisfaction. these weeks with online audio ebook, I learning and time elapses quick, results in less blogging. my son showed me his gaming skill ever improving when he epted made leaping progress in old game "family guy". he more or less too idle and urges me new training or tasks for him, while I busy with preparing him live now channel on youtube as windows of American life to watch. long time waited game, "Lost planet 3" also downloaded and I tried awhile. his mom mocked me when I lingered there. but her Chinese brand Le smartTV, equipped showily by herself less than half year, wrecked and persuaded by support crew to give up normal usage but just as a monitor. so the messy poor woman consulted me how to connect the monitor to her notebook, which also mine shift to her free a year ago without any gratitude reward. I offered her a backup hdmi cable from amazon and urged her restore a functional smartTV against the product company's evasion of responsibility, but I knew all my efforts less likely working: the cheap bitch dare to curse nobody but me, bundled her with our son. she wouldn't bid even a different word in front of a stranger nor dominant presence, but obeys in humility. I told my son via message my analytics on his mom's twist fantasy and insane taste, her cheap temper and behind frustration deep in her being worthless inc her career in state mandate education, while desperate longing for trading herself somewhere normally. God, dad, my life so long trapped within these unholy beasts including my son's mom and her family. grant me and my son elegent soul mates in our world. bring me sooner my Royal China for healthy competition and wellbeing of humanity. bring me sooner the unity of Christian universe. grant us independent finance, empower me renew our web assets annually and maintain growth of our online publication.

Oct 31, 2016

dreamt confined by police in library. in winter now I usually close tight my window lest waste networked heat. but that results in late wake up in morning and missing dorm canteen breakfast. so I set alarm on my cellphone. as side effect, I usually felt sleepy after unnature woke up. this morning I at first busy with setup a migrated vision of agarten.in under domain dabbog.com, lagging internet soon drove me onto bed. In dream I brought my son, woz, haunted nowhere to find a place to dwell. then when we leaving I let woz waited me awhile I returned to library to pee. enter the hall, I found some people watching a bull head on the wall, like hunting trophy. at first I thought that's my work, then found they were in fact unauthorized copies of my works and posted everywhere in the library, attract lots of audience. among people arrested under the bull head, one was a policeman, who listened my claim calmly but replied I wouldn't allowed to leave in response of the demonstration. when I doubting how to inform my son in waiting about my dangerous situation, my 2nd elder sister in red clothes appeared in the library and didn't recognize me. soon I found in the central area of the hall, my son settled there among reading crowd, including my sister. before detained or imprison I woke up from nap. past week I sometimes woke up earlier upon good news of coming unlock my salary card and ICBC credit card, now that with this month salary paid to ICBC, my credit debt to the PRC largest bank will clear. In bare waiting my kid brother's aid to cope every month living cost, usual it will be ¥700 since my brother latest visit, my younger brother buzzed in. he just brought his technician toured England. according him that cost ¥30000. I then just settled site's migration and with confidence persuaded my kid brother additional 300 helping me resolving running debts among local contacts, and bad need to replace shoes. he admitted in the session, a loan of ¥1000. but later 2 days he didn't remit me as promised. he is a man vulnerable of bitter feelings, and in the case he not evaded again. when I on bus fetching my son for monthly cinema with hard bargained loan from canteen operator woman, ¥300, my brother buzzed in to check his damage on our schedule. he failed to persuade me gave up my redundant phone number. after the cinema, I check ATM and the promised aid right in its position. with it, my doubts cleared and much glad found discount area of Walmart has a nice shoes for me priced ¥40. all the weekend turns brilliant with the aid and hope of affirmative. on Sunday morning I with my only ¥20 bought hazelnut from street vendor near woz's community after near a month I didn't buy my son fruits as usual. the hazelnut rewards us in quality, large, crisp and delicious. at these moment in a sunny morning, God dad, I pray in holy my life out of uncertainty and hatred from sinful PRC dictation, stands peaceful, firm and hopeful. pray our happy gathering every occasion with adequate financial support. bring me sooner my Royal China for the prosperous China as well as eastern Asia, bring me new family with my girls and our offspring. grant me painless purchases and supportive credit and income base, esp my cyberspace startup. thx, dad God.


Wednesday, October 19, 2016

war means clear.

Oct 19, 2016

dreamt helping Japan in war. it's a lengthy dream. at first Japan just in war and everywhere Japanese motivated and celebrated to join army. I happened to be in Japan and take part in their parties, from rooms to streets, learning their culture in ritual. then I applied to join their army and likely accepted. but it's all in prewar, I just saw group of soldiers busy with their operations. later in a room for war donation, I gave all my money, ¥335. the staff recognized me and teased me on my donation, but I made him registered my share. the dream delayed me from breakfast, but it's such a strange dream. yesterday I busied more than half day trying install google apps suite on my cheap Chinese smartphone yet failed. its bit boring to hack the gear. and I saw Chinese government blocked google service in one hand while buying from world wide to develop most hacking tools on the other hand, bring malware to wall breaker through those exploit tools, just aiming compromising its citizen's security and privacy. I wouldn't take the bait. the world is sadder for the poor, even google itself increase their smartphone's price, while its gapps suite so hard to install on Chinese product for it in conflict of their service. and dictation in PRC day in day risks common Chinese life and future to build war reservoir against mostly its civilian, then the US which responsible for world democracy and peace. in no way the tyrant in PRC will stop playing arson via its arsenal before forced to quit their dangerous suicide, like spoiled son of bitch in north Korea in cult of wicked worship and dead totalitarian. God, dad, we suffered so much in welcome the world democracy, in Christian united world of just and independent. bring me sooner my Royal China to sustain progress China maintains since Ming Dynasty under my ancestor's title, Zhu. bring me new family and offspring with my beloved girls, Asoh Yukiko, Lyu, TW. grant my son and me new flight journey, finace independent, and booming cyberspace startup, our portal online for Royal China and democratic China.

Oct 17, 2016

dreamt with Iron Man Elon Musk. he first introduced himself to me on a party. then I with him to his factory where I saw his rocket, which has 3 different speed empower to exceed gravity of air, earth, and sun. there are some pupils made advantage of his device and nail the window open and instant shift from one side of reality to another by climbing over the window. then saw Musk's family, his ongoing projects including raising fund, his charm among people. this week a bit busy: I tried hard to install google apps on my cheap new smartphone. comparing India where every new smartphone should have google apps ready, I can safely assert PRC losing in coming decade by turning down its people qualified service like google and all free web and shift to its domestic poor copycat inherits sinful monster and ugly. PRC people lose so much in strangling with its top-down dictatorial enslavement. on weekend reuniting my son, woz, we proud of our time together. due to mounting surveillance over my son's vpn, I had to spend more time just got his android applications updated from google play store. but anything elsewhere likely went smoothly. we felt triumphant upon economic pinning down, dangerous circumstance around us, all by PRC dictation who more and more insanely fearful under our demonstration and turbulent PRC social unstable. we recently seldom play windows game, for downloading from steam or origin heavily lagged by China surveillance. we just cope with free web and security update. last Saturday heat system starts in service, and the dorm turns much better for dwelling. even in my solitude, dogs around in the dorm desperate entangle me. the gay in nearby room using his pretend coughs as weapon and spit quite messily on corridor and disgusted me. the big dog also humiliates me with his ill surveillance: every night if I go to bed later, he will stay his door open and make alarm sounds on corridor to urge my sedative, as if any of his business or concern. I pray God disappears the sin and free me from poisonous environment. God dad, bring me sooner my Royal China, bring me a tidy work and life space anxious free. grant us free of wants, finance independence, borderless web. in coming season allow us to renew our web assets as scheduled. thx for this sunny morning, God dad.

Oct 10, 2016

dreamt of preparing my passport. this 2 weeks a bit astray: I much glad to enjoy our new gadgets and their functional. also reunited my son in celebration of PRC holiday. we went movie, visited my dorm. before his tour with his revengeful mom, I warned him about dangers in travel and hope he less with his mom's desperate tour. the day before yesterday on way returning to my dorm, there was almost an accident: a motorist hit me and crashed my phablet in my notebook bag. thanks God, I was intact. then I ordered a replacement from taobao.com. this dawn I dreamt a lot about applying Unite State's passport. It likely links to my elder sister's recent call in which she let me know my nephew's wedding near lunar new year and invited us free flight to join them. at first I gladly admitted, then found my dearest sister, 3rd elder sister, didn't really invite us. what's more, my younger brother likely covertly plotted framing us in humiliation for we are currently too poor. so I told my son we might rebuff it. Then holy spirit affirms me the hometown journey, our 3rd flight tour. in dream I first don't know how to compose application, only puzzled in wording of causes. then gradually I see the categories of travel intention, like business information, visiting friend, tourism, etc. then saw in dream I chose BIX or something stands for business information exchange as my reason for the passport, and lots of uncertainty of the audit outcome. I pee once then dreamt again the applying process. in the end my senior middle school alumnus, Chao Lixin, who aided me get my first domain, be21zh.org, and a scholar in US since his Phd, and Wujiang, my Nankai Univ alumnus now a professor in US, dropped me a visit. the former kindly check my application and offer some tips, while the latter look through my form. I finally got insight the meaning of categories of travel causes, and saw large flow Chinese in PRC moving cross border. I saw what happening in American embassy in China and their handling of passport application. God, my life can be confined by mainland of PRC, but grant my son and my other offspring free migration among Christian united one world. bring woz to peaceful nation before PRC war bubble burst out. bring me sooner my Royal China to bring peace onto the eastern Asia. grant me financial independence and complete annual renewal of all my domain and hosting plan. grant woz his 4th flight to his grandpa's hometown and merry union with his cousins there. thx, dad, in God's mercy.

Sep 30, 2016

dreamt relocated within QRRS. in dawn dream I was assigned by my once and long time employer, QRRS, again and work for its labor union. I was called by the director, who told me my routine before read his newspaper. I then interviewed by some other leaders in the department. most of my job is dispatching newspaper, and at first I missed and the director asking my sending his desk. then I discussed him about digitalization of those subscribed newspaper for available for all staff at same time in additional searchable feature. later dreamt detailedly gaming, in which we drive and fly through all scenes of urgent flee before destroy all enemies blocking. coming PRC national day holiday I previously arranged my son going cinema with me, then shopping Walmart and finally ported a night in my dorm. but his mom, the cheap small woman, again will bring my son in tourism. the relentless bitch desperately compete with me by offering my son evil and destructive gift like travel. she never shared her tuition earnings while occupied the house all time and does no chores when we lived together. she didn't earn much from her jobs so cheap but she never stop attempting won my son from me with her poisonous offer. Dad, God, my son in many cases stupidly trying annoying me after received his mom's stupid gift like tourism by ignoring my message via digital gadgets I equipped him in last years. Dad God, free him from his mom's stupid and stubborn like beast. he and his mom both do no hurt me by that mean behavior substantially but just make me sad. in my life blessed, I saw so many poor quality persons including my siblings, women around me. God dad, I just need a considerate partner so long, without cheating, without silent war, without psycho problem. why I so hard to win world in my wise and faith unbeatable? God, dad, bring me sooner my Royal China to family me. bring my girls, Asoh Yukiko, girl TW, girl LYU, to soothe my pains among embarrassing qualified poor people. grant me financial independence, warm me and embed me with firmer holy commitment. thx dad!