after the bright windy day since my last post the air was again filled with sands and wind.yesterday the colleagues in the office tried to connect the newl wired pc with shared printer and folders but for on each pc didn't setup share so it just didn't work.those guyes tried to avoid me and call for help from other department. but i finally fix it and felt very glad to approve my ability on computer.this morning i tried to search web for the contacts method with my old time friends in my youth but result in failure. after made use of qq, a Chinese instant message, i enjoyed the web chat very much and wonder why these years past i didn't make friends connected. my domain settings still failed me and i don't know how to fix it. i just wondering if google apps ill-working but i didn't find a way to talk my problem with them.
the dawn broke with auspicious, even last night wind roar around the corner.the sunshine like a thin layer of feather vibrating in the air. and i launched to office with the promise. today i felt exhausted and dozed a lot in the office, from morning to afternoon. the ill-working domain settings more or less upset me and i yet don't know a workaround to fix it. i also waiting for a web template to update my homepage. i had some vision on my google sites which wiki part most inspired me, but i had a long way to reach out. i want to build a publish channel but in the realm there r likely a lot of tasks to complete. i want to recall the most beautiful memory of my dad when he worked on the forestry station, our family life in the hard time of China just after the culture revolution. i want to build family tree of my hometown, a mountain village. i don't know where to start with but i was gradually approaching it.
the windy spring here was a long tradition, but i still look forward changes. with more trees and forest wind should be less frequent. i saw the climate change globally from the hole here but i need more reading on it.
bye. i love the life in transition. these days i felt stronger bandage with God, the tender sense of life.
today its gloomy all day. at noon on the way home the wind so strong that its hard to drive my bike. and in the wind sands mixed. the windy spring likely launched. i these days turned agiler in the morning in office, less time dozing. the sun, with its freshest and most loveable phrase in a day, always received me on the ground when i left my home in the dawn. i was really enchanted by the spectacular.
these days i sensed separation between the colleagues and me. each time recently i haunted the neighbor room which sits the news department of the cable tv branch of QRRS, my long time employer and a state-owned enterprise, when i wanted a break in reading, they seldomly acknowledged me. in an occasion i talked with a guy,who more or less has more common interests on computer with me, about my newly got domain with the help from my alumni he commented why i not try to live in US. he felt they r the owner of the old land of China and i m an alien. but i exactly know i m the offspring of the innovating China, the grand dragon with everlasting glories. China extended all his means to reach the outer world since Ming dynasty whose emporer breed me and my townfolks. aged China need new fresh blood from western world, and it offered to suffer to afford the cost of combining the northeast tribe as well as the western habitants.
in the afternoon the monitor of my dep. brought a long cable to connect the pc of a office guy previously from labor worker but a short time longer than i worked for the cable branch,whose seat just facing me, with the company lan, left the newcomer, a naive girl graduate majoring Chinese, and me without access to the corporate lan. they r just bulliness all around. i doomed to see the day with light casts all over, just like google's service spread all over the civilization freely. a world of equality, of quality life, among its all member will arrive, to prove human , as the creature of God, as proved with grace and equal privilege.
yesterday was a sunny day first, then darkened since the noon. but its warm when we couple went to public bathroom in the night. i had a good time with my baby son on game "panzer killer". he took it so serious that when the pc hanged in the mid when i manipulate the tank and fight after he failed to shoot moving targets for quite some time and frustrated by my complains, after i claimed that's all, he cried miserably. in the night after returned from bathroom i spent some time on pc and later his mother dozed and he talked to my with his questions for quite awhile. its so beautiful with him, with his so breautiful and soft and limber fingers and body. he is just so perfect! he never failed to appease his parents as well as people around him.
i kept working all the morning. my working unit, a cable tv branch of the manufacture company, long time rendered a dead team by me, this time had some crew rearrangement. the labor union chairman of the branch left and in consequence 3 women shift their job on the ladder. there r lots of opportunities among the control of China Communist Party, most of them never need a profession or expertise, just keeping worked like a dog to its man, that's all the philosophy of Communist Party.
this morning the road was covered with a low layer of frozen. the redden sunshine just received me when i got out of the residentail building. so fresh the day.
yesterday with the aid of my high school alumni now live in US i got my domain at http://be21zh.org/ and in the coming days i will likely spend more time on fine tuning it. with my own internet id i felt such a great thing to be in the cyberspace.
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