Saturday, February 07, 2009
Friday, February 06, 2009
a looming day
today its gloomy, the sun missed its clearness and brilliance. i still in the wildering of new bonus from my superficial employer, QRRS, totally amounted to ¥7060 around the lunar new year, including yesterday's ¥200. with it i already purchased a notebook and a FujiFilm camera, both let me felt completed. this time i will buy myself a pare of shoes. its just too in time, exactly yesterday i found my old shoe on right foot, offered by the grandma of my baby several years ago, leaking on the outer side. i never budgeted for a new shoes, but now i know my girl, zhou, urged me to replace it with hers'. God, u know how i want a life with my bride and pride, girl zhou, at once, right this time. i had waited for it too long. the only compensation, my baby son and my God, grows sound and fit, i just too thirsty for beauty in ur universe.
today its a high sensitive day. dirties around me restlessly attempted to challenge me, or ignite me to avoid them. the place of my office has turned into a rubbish bin or waste underground. i saw their corps before i can see their ghosts. God let me see the passing and the dead. today also a day for mourning, a day of grief. sins around gathered and desperate. my baby son bleeding in his nose last night and today still a bit stuffed, and i constantly felt lacking interests to accompany him to play pc games as usual. and i also felt hatred from folks in my home town, upon my innocent acquaintance. quite some young men there lost balance and hast to leave school to make money remote in south China. the labor market in nowadays China just too perished. i see these transit no bliss. its a pale day, and the road still icy even the dirty remnant of snow melting. i again went without my new camera in hand for lack of incentive. i deeply love to post every blog entry with a picture in it. i love seeing. ok, bye now. i wrote here for appeal to my girl, zhou, for her gifts, and sympathy to her need to live a famiy with me with our babies. we at least have a son and a daughter. u r sure in seasons, and live in pendent upon me, ur man and husband. i hope God not let it too painful nor let it lasting too long. missing u in heaven.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
benark route 02/04/2009
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Monday, February 02, 2009
a busy day after lunar new year
in the morning i read some time to clear some awaiting feeds after a week in vacation. in the morning i used the ip of the department monitor and found its speedy when i uploaded my recent photos&video to my facebook, while other proxies within lan often errs-prone and lagging heavily. so in afternoon i doubting if i can make use of it with proxy to claim my recent namespace for my home town, zhudajiu, evading the China surveillance which blocked bothwordpress and livejournal and let me ill for quite some time. as soon as arrived in office after noon, i launched and found it working after tried some different proxies till a working one. then most of the afternoon busy with claiming 2 blogs, zhudajiu (my ancestor and first resident of my home town, a mountain village in central China), and dajiuzh, with wordpress and livejournal, after several weeks ago i built them with blogger.com. i did most and best customization with the 4 blogs, adding logo, widgets, sidebar and first blog entry. dogs in the office, including the monitor and the hooligan facing me on desk, both complained my using their ips, which granted direct internet access in corporate lan while my was defied, when they absent. its just echo my last night dream, in which God shown me hooligans here around my family desparate for troubles that can cause me to worry. God, u also see my determination just before i woke up that i never tolerate hooligans and gansters.
this morning its shallowly snown, just to cleanse me of the dirty where i got in last night gathering in ema's relative's home, a family under surname Liu. i joined the party just to see my baby's free of ill wills around. there in the house its very sultry, but after arriving home i felt sore in my bone. another Liu, the resident understairs, knocked in just after we returned and talked with ema about her house's problem in aim to pursuad we took the responsibility of damage to her house. its just too dirty of the family name, Liu. in the night the hiden hooligans' exertion over my family dwelt in my dream and i really sawGod's shine over my Royal and my family name, zhu.
its also a bright sunny day. in the morning when i approached the office window to fetch myself a cup of water, i realized im so much being blessed. i doubting if i should shot some photo of the beautiful scene, but the ordinal city landscape hindered me. i really hope i can find more occasions to shot photos with my favorite camera, a FujiFilm FinePix s2000HD. i love it so much!
ok, now its the list of my loot today. i could see more robusty with my site building.
zhudajiu朱大九——龙泉之眼: http://zhudajiu.wordpress.com http://zhudajiu.livejournal.com http://widget.meebo.com/mcr.swf?id=IzSDuxuhvi
dajiuzh——朱大九走向世界: http://dajiuzh.wordpress.com http://dajiuzh.livejournal.com http://widget.meebo.com/mcr.swf?id=IRKksTJbIh
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