i got up at 8:49 am and immediate to see my baby.his mother at home when i arrived and she is busy with shot my baby and me.when i started to sort the sd card of the camera his mother left.i held my baby playing till the old woman left and my baby became irritated for being sleepy.i hurried to find his coat and left the home.he sat silently on my shoulders when i passed the grocers aside the street toward his mother's school.when we started to walk outside around the south garden and when i started to sing he fell into sleep.i stayed in front of the front gate of south garden,facing the bright sun,and stalked.when i felt better to see if his mother's school's door open throught the south garden western door,he woke up on my neck.he directed me to turn back to pick a shortcut to the western door but i hinted him to buy some snacks.he admitted it and i bought him a bag of rice biscuit and we ate at once.the door of his mother's school later opened and we slided in.we entered the classroom building and waited his mother on the first floor passway.he also practised to move on the steep ladders of the passway with my hands in his hands.soon the crowd of students leaving,some girl students kissed my baby's cheek.we finally met his mother and he asked his mother to hold him to watch the side building's corridor.we all felt glad.at lunch he insisted playing spool and till his mother can't afford his spoiling soup.after lunch he was sent to sleep after milked.so did his mother and the old woman.i went alone to shower.after i returned his mother again started to shot him with the old woman and the son of his mother's aunt.then i bragged my knowledge on digital home to his mother and all of them kept listening.my baby busy with playing aside till i finished my bubble and in high spirit.at dinner i drank a tin of beer and my baby also tasted some of it.we had a good time full day.
last night the dogs bited heavily but later i felt its u missing me and i started to consider our relation.the bright sun in daytime let me feel i m under bless of u.
its really a nice sunny day.so auspicious.i know u r in the mood of deep love to me.i felt glad seeing the bright of our piteful love.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sunshine.
some shots by his mother.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Friday, November 10, 2006
pale afternoon
i laid myself on bed most of the afternoon.first part i listening
music,then in silence,then listening then roamed in the room.i
reviewed my family life when i was a boy.my mother's love among our
brothers.i also recalled my best friend in college,qiuxiaolin,and
bianbaqiongda,a taibet paiting student in tianjin art college.they let
me smile and in understanding to their kindness.i also saw the girl
haunted in the dorm canteen these days in my mind eyes.she is a tall
girl with admirable figure,a little bit stronger than u.i always
prefer slim girl,but she also let me burning.i don't know where she
from and who she is,but i know i m weak in girl's fondness.days and
nights turns my heart for girl's love more drought.and fears and tears
turns me more prone to melt in sweet heart or sheep's eye.
at dinner,i arrived earlier in the aim to meet the girl.but just met a
cop in uniform there.regarding the authority of the state force i felt
laughable.i watched tv which live skill skate contest and i enjoyed a
couple show from us.i know i was blessed.
bye.i love u.kiss u with more snow in sight.
music,then in silence,then listening then roamed in the room.i
reviewed my family life when i was a boy.my mother's love among our
brothers.i also recalled my best friend in college,qiuxiaolin,and
bianbaqiongda,a taibet paiting student in tianjin art college.they let
me smile and in understanding to their kindness.i also saw the girl
haunted in the dorm canteen these days in my mind eyes.she is a tall
girl with admirable figure,a little bit stronger than u.i always
prefer slim girl,but she also let me burning.i don't know where she
from and who she is,but i know i m weak in girl's fondness.days and
nights turns my heart for girl's love more drought.and fears and tears
turns me more prone to melt in sweet heart or sheep's eye.
at dinner,i arrived earlier in the aim to meet the girl.but just met a
cop in uniform there.regarding the authority of the state force i felt
laughable.i watched tv which live skill skate contest and i enjoyed a
couple show from us.i know i was blessed.
bye.i love u.kiss u with more snow in sight.
btw,in the post of nov. 9th titled 'sunny morning' there was a line :
'last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.',it
likely should be 'last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a seminar including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.' i
sometimes confused by 'semester' and 'seminar'.
sunny morning.
i got up after 9 am.i stayed in quilt listening radio for quite some
time.the day light on the curtain is so bright that let me doubting if
its snow covered outside.after getting up i listened to the economic
channel of centual radio from beijing relayed by local radio in fm
band.the stock market soaring.the high cardres busying bailing out the
deposit of the republic to their private pocket for a ready to desert
the main land.they can leave a bankrupt government to the common
people,like a paper tiger as mao sneered once at us.most of the people
on mainland deserved it for their inactiveness to robery and pressing
in the short history of prc.
bye.i love u.kiss u with serious tear for ongoing loss to my kingdom.
time.the day light on the curtain is so bright that let me doubting if
its snow covered outside.after getting up i listened to the economic
channel of centual radio from beijing relayed by local radio in fm
band.the stock market soaring.the high cardres busying bailing out the
deposit of the republic to their private pocket for a ready to desert
the main land.they can leave a bankrupt government to the common
people,like a paper tiger as mao sneered once at us.most of the people
on mainland deserved it for their inactiveness to robery and pressing
in the short history of prc.
bye.i love u.kiss u with serious tear for ongoing loss to my kingdom.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
sunny all day,even weak
when i arrived my baby first time avoided me and hide om the back of
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
dogs block my email to post to my blogger.
sunny all day,even weak
when i arrived my baby first time avoided me and hide om the back of
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
dogs now captured my email to my blogger.they block my email to
benzillar.blogspot.com.
sunny all day,even weak
when i arrived my baby first time avoided me and hide om the back of
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
sunny morning
i got up at 8:23 am.last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
btw,in post of 'unclear morning' posted on nov. 8 ,'what can soothe
thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what can cure the simplicity of the
universe.' should be 'what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of
girl,what can cure the singularity of the universe.'.i mean the
singularity of universe as described by the famous physical scientist
Stephen Hawking.
sunny morning
i got up at 8:23 am.last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
btw,in post of 'unclear morning' posted on nov. 8 ,'what can soothe
thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what can cure the simplicity of the
universe.' should be 'what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of
girl,what can cure the singularity of the universe.'.i mean the
singularity of universe as described by the famous physical scientist
Stephen Hawking.
dogs block my email to blog to benzillar.blogspot.com.they block my email.
sunny morning
i got up at 8:23 am.last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
btw,in post of 'unclear morning' posted on nov. 8 ,'what can soothe
thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what can cure the simplicity of the
universe.' should be 'what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of
girl,what can cure the singularity of the universe.'.i mean the
singularity of universe as described by the famous physical scientist
Stephen Hawking.
--
还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
sunny morning
i got up at 8:23 am.last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
btw,in post of 'unclear morning' posted on nov. 8 ,'what can soothe
thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what can cure the simplicity of the
universe.' should be 'what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of
girl,what can cure the singularity of the universe.'.i mean the
singularity of universe as described by the famous physical scientist
Stephen Hawking.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
snowing most time of the afternoon
just when i left the cafe the snow flowing all over the street.however
its not so heavily and in later afternoon it stopped.left the road
whiter and sanitier.i roamed in the room most of the
afternoon,wondering.two neighbor rooms both unlocked when i went to
lavatory for some times.dogs,including the head dog in ur family
name,appeared in my mind to show its fear to let me see his
endeavor.now in the cafe when i tried to backup my blog with softs,it
block my blog at myspace.com and blogger.com as usual,but he also let
the browser ie windows illworking.i had to reset to escape its
evils.some proxies several days ago workable turned invalid now.i know
some guy in ur family name quite evil,like the head dog,like the
3721's former ceo.all shits.i know u sometimes illwilled but that's
not the part i want to see and accept.i know u r mine,and u r
kindhearted.the circle of chinese yinyang consisted of 2 parts,and u r
the white part.i know ur family is dominant but u and ur parents
innocent.that's what i known and i insisted as the condition with
which i can accept u.ur father is a stateman, not a dog.a dog of ur
family name chasing me,and felt assured, but he just a slave,a negro,a
jackal.he doomed to ruin himself and the shabby leaf boat he and his
host stood.that's the whole story of the man,the name doomed to be
forgot.
bye.i love u.kiss u with pour white.
dogs hacked heavily and i had to reset two times to post.
its not so heavily and in later afternoon it stopped.left the road
whiter and sanitier.i roamed in the room most of the
afternoon,wondering.two neighbor rooms both unlocked when i went to
lavatory for some times.dogs,including the head dog in ur family
name,appeared in my mind to show its fear to let me see his
endeavor.now in the cafe when i tried to backup my blog with softs,it
block my blog at myspace.com and blogger.com as usual,but he also let
the browser ie windows illworking.i had to reset to escape its
evils.some proxies several days ago workable turned invalid now.i know
some guy in ur family name quite evil,like the head dog,like the
3721's former ceo.all shits.i know u sometimes illwilled but that's
not the part i want to see and accept.i know u r mine,and u r
kindhearted.the circle of chinese yinyang consisted of 2 parts,and u r
the white part.i know ur family is dominant but u and ur parents
innocent.that's what i known and i insisted as the condition with
which i can accept u.ur father is a stateman, not a dog.a dog of ur
family name chasing me,and felt assured, but he just a slave,a negro,a
jackal.he doomed to ruin himself and the shabby leaf boat he and his
host stood.that's the whole story of the man,the name doomed to be
forgot.
bye.i love u.kiss u with pour white.
dogs hacked heavily and i had to reset two times to post.
--
还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
snowing most time of the afternoon
just when i left the cafe the snow flowing all over the street.however
its not so heavily and in later afternoon it stopped.left the road
whiter and sanitier.i roamed in the room most of the
afternoon,wondering.two neighbor rooms both unlocked when i went to
lavatory for some times.dogs,including the head dog in ur family
name,appeared in my mind to show its fear to let me see his
endeavor.now in the cafe when i tried to backup my blog with softs,it
block my blog at myspace.com and blogger.com as usual,but he also let
the browser ie windows illworking.i had to reset to escape its
evils.some proxies several days ago workable turned invalid now.i know
some guy in ur family name quite evil,like the head dog,like the
3721's former ceo.all shits.i know u sometimes illwilled but that's
not the part i want to see and accept.i know u r mine,and u r
kindhearted.the circle of chinese yinyang consisted of 2 parts,and u r
the white part.i know ur family is dominant but u and ur parents
innocent.that's what i known and i insisted as the condition with
which i can accept u.ur father is a stateman, not a dog.a dog of ur
family name chasing me,and felt assured, but he just a slave,a negro,a
jackal.he doomed to ruin himself and the shabby leaf boat he and his
host stood.that's the whole story of the man,the name doomed to be
forgot.
bye.i love u.kiss u with pour white.
its not so heavily and in later afternoon it stopped.left the road
whiter and sanitier.i roamed in the room most of the
afternoon,wondering.two neighbor rooms both unlocked when i went to
lavatory for some times.dogs,including the head dog in ur family
name,appeared in my mind to show its fear to let me see his
endeavor.now in the cafe when i tried to backup my blog with softs,it
block my blog at myspace.com and blogger.com as usual,but he also let
the browser ie windows illworking.i had to reset to escape its
evils.some proxies several days ago workable turned invalid now.i know
some guy in ur family name quite evil,like the head dog,like the
3721's former ceo.all shits.i know u sometimes illwilled but that's
not the part i want to see and accept.i know u r mine,and u r
kindhearted.the circle of chinese yinyang consisted of 2 parts,and u r
the white part.i know ur family is dominant but u and ur parents
innocent.that's what i known and i insisted as the condition with
which i can accept u.ur father is a stateman, not a dog.a dog of ur
family name chasing me,and felt assured, but he just a slave,a negro,a
jackal.he doomed to ruin himself and the shabby leaf boat he and his
host stood.that's the whole story of the man,the name doomed to be
forgot.
bye.i love u.kiss u with pour white.
--
还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
snowing most time of the afternoon
just when i left the cafe the snow flowing all over the street.however
its not so heavily and in later afternoon it stopped.left the road
whiter and sanitier.i roamed in the room most of the
afternoon,wondering.two neighbor rooms both unlocked when i went to
lavatory for some times.dogs,including the head dog in ur family
name,appeared in my mind to show its fear to let me see his
endeavor.now in the cafe when i tried to backup my blog with softs,it
block my blog at myspace.com and blogger.com as usual,but he also let
the browser ie windows illworking.i had to reset to escape its
evils.some proxies several days ago workable turned invalid now.i know
some guy in ur family name quite evil,like the head dog,like the
3721's former ceo.all shits.i know u sometimes illwilled but that's
not the part i want to see and accept.i know u r mine,and u r
kindhearted.the circle of chinese yinyang consisted of 2 parts,and u r
the white part.i know ur family is dominant but u and ur parents
innocent.that's what i known and i insisted as the condition with
which i can accept u.ur father is a stateman, not a dog.a dog of ur
family name chasing me,and felt assured, but he just a slave,a negro,a
jackal.he doomed to ruin himself and the shabby leaf boat he and his
host stood.that's the whole story of the man,the name doomed to be
forgot.
bye.i love u.kiss u with pour white.
its not so heavily and in later afternoon it stopped.left the road
whiter and sanitier.i roamed in the room most of the
afternoon,wondering.two neighbor rooms both unlocked when i went to
lavatory for some times.dogs,including the head dog in ur family
name,appeared in my mind to show its fear to let me see his
endeavor.now in the cafe when i tried to backup my blog with softs,it
block my blog at myspace.com and blogger.com as usual,but he also let
the browser ie windows illworking.i had to reset to escape its
evils.some proxies several days ago workable turned invalid now.i know
some guy in ur family name quite evil,like the head dog,like the
3721's former ceo.all shits.i know u sometimes illwilled but that's
not the part i want to see and accept.i know u r mine,and u r
kindhearted.the circle of chinese yinyang consisted of 2 parts,and u r
the white part.i know ur family is dominant but u and ur parents
innocent.that's what i known and i insisted as the condition with
which i can accept u.ur father is a stateman, not a dog.a dog of ur
family name chasing me,and felt assured, but he just a slave,a negro,a
jackal.he doomed to ruin himself and the shabby leaf boat he and his
host stood.that's the whole story of the man,the name doomed to be
forgot.
bye.i love u.kiss u with pour white.
sunny in the early morning,then turns gloomy
i got up at 9:19 am.last night i reviewed a lot and my way and my responsibilty.when i woke up the sunshine tinted my curtain.i didn't attend the working place i once worked,a kindergarten and a minigarden apart from the dorm zone.after getting up i listened the radio but later some radio channels missing,only left 2 or 3 available in FM wave band area.the 'voice of china' missing and the memory function also illworked and can't memory even i pust it to memorize.i checked my pda for sometimes and then missing in wondering.the weather turned cloudy and the sky was dark.after lunch i arrived here but had to wait for some time for a available pc in the cafe.most of the customers r little students and older boyes playing games.i felt games should be thanked for offering so many entertains to young persons.
dogs biting now.
last night i check my blogs downloaded to my pda and found many unauthorized modifications to my original posts.dogs union felt they can manipulate anything in guise.i first felt surer on myspace but now i found my blog on it also modified to distort my word and message.they never block myspace.com but blocked blogger.com and blogspot.com.they traced all my account activity and broke any time to modify to obscure my message.they r the biggest thief and the most disgusting shadow gay.
bye.i love u.kiss u with limpidity.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
first snow finally dripped,even last no long
when i left the cafe in the morning the snow waving on the street.its so prosperous.when i arrived my baby just woke up by my unlocking door and he immediately asked for my caress.in the morning i so far felt so solitude and my baby warmed and relieved me with his kindness and understanding.soon his mother arrived and we had lunch at once.his mother shown especial caring for him and again left me in relief.my baby also especially cute and cordial.he entertained us both with his eating and shitting.after lunch we prepared to shot pictures outside and i suggested in the ground garden just below the building her home located.its plain but the shrub and bushes prosperous.we met some familiars of his mother and his mother urged us to return soon.so we returned.then i busy with sorting the pictures and movies while his mother milked him and let him slept.later the department director of my once working place buzzed in and asked for talk with an offer of some gift money for journalist day tomorrow at same time.i kissed my baby in dream and left.in the office the dep. director inquired about my situation and asked for me to take part in working time.i admitted it and returned to the dorm.then i sensed my love and forgive for some girls in my life,including fang(square),lu and u,zhou.the qrrser planting cypresses in the garden where they laid down large trees.some worker stayed in front of my window and dirty willed,so i went to dinner.i felt something interacted with me and puting me into a new setting.bye.i love u.kiss u with white of snow.
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first snow finally dripped,even last no long
when i left the cafe in the morning the snow waving on the street.its so prosperous.when i arrived my baby just woke up by my unlocking door and he immediately asked for my caress.in the morning i so far felt so solitude and my baby warmed and relieved me with his kindness and understanding.soon his mother arrived and we had lunch at once.his mother shown especial caring for him and again left me in relief.my baby also especially cute and cordial.he entertained us both with his eating and shitting.after lunch we prepared to shot pictures outside and i suggested in the ground garden just below the building her home located.its plain but the shrub and bushes prosperous.we met some familiars of his mother and his mother urged us to return soon.so we returned.then i busy with sorting the pictures and movies while his mother milked him and let him slept.later the department director of my once working place buzzed in and asked for talk with an offer of some gift money for journalist day tomorrow at same time.i kissed my baby in dream and left.in the office the dep. director inquired about my situation and asked for me to take part in working time.i admitted it and returned to the dorm.then i sensed my love and forgive for some girls in my life,including fang(square),lu and u,zhou.the qrrser planting cypresses in the garden where they laid down large trees.some worker stayed in front of my window and dirty willed,so i went to dinner.i felt something interacted with me and puting me into a new setting.bye.i love u.kiss u with white of snow.<table style="width: auto;"><tbody><tr><td><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/dabbog/TheSonInTheFirstSnowOfHisSecondWinterOnEarth/photo#4994573424853254162 "><img src="http://lh6.google.com/dabbog/RVBKEUj8ABI/AAAAAAAAAUI/_A_TcOyMiNk/s288/20061170003.JPG"></a></td></tr><tr><td style="font-family: arial,sans-serif; font-size: 66%; text-align: right;">From <a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/dabbog/TheSonInTheFirstSnowOfHisSecondWinterOnEarth">the Son in th...</a></td></tr></tbody></table>
the Son in the first snow of his second winter on earth
its first snow in the extroardinary warm winter in qiqihar,northeast of china.
unclear morning.
i got up at 9:08 am.last night dogs' biting strangely lost its most
power and left weak part on my body indifferet any direction.i stayed
awake lately,and review my breaking-heart love with the girl likely in
family name of fang(square) when she was a sophermore in nankai unv.
and when i prepared my master degree entrance exam there.i never
regret for my deep love to her but in the dawn today i felt its her
fault and weak not to offer her trust and responsiblity to our
flashing love.and i blame all girls passed by me just left me a clue
of their fondness and emptiness and single so far. for them don't love
indeed.they love cozy life to avoid facing loneliness and cold dark in
human life and human knowledge in universe.i felt i thought with my
own truth i encountered in quite some harsh moments including my broke
down in nankai unv.. love is the most cherished gift of god, but
loneliness was the truth of routine life.i felt only i can live with
loneliness will i live with my pride and glory of my own.i needn't
god's attending, god's know my suffering in the end.he or she also
endures loneliness.what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what
can cure the simplicity of the universe.i also got a glimpse to all my
baby's mother's attitude to me and my possible attitude to the
world,near and far,a change to attest myself.i want to change in a
pulse but i calmed to obey the silence and null rule.in doubt i
heading to my baby's mother's home and i decked a internet cafe here
half way to enjoy my interest group here.if i afford,i can live in
indifferece.if i ever love, i bleed to laugh.gaps may there, i don't
know if i will take a new stance.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sight.
power and left weak part on my body indifferet any direction.i stayed
awake lately,and review my breaking-heart love with the girl likely in
family name of fang(square) when she was a sophermore in nankai unv.
and when i prepared my master degree entrance exam there.i never
regret for my deep love to her but in the dawn today i felt its her
fault and weak not to offer her trust and responsiblity to our
flashing love.and i blame all girls passed by me just left me a clue
of their fondness and emptiness and single so far. for them don't love
indeed.they love cozy life to avoid facing loneliness and cold dark in
human life and human knowledge in universe.i felt i thought with my
own truth i encountered in quite some harsh moments including my broke
down in nankai unv.. love is the most cherished gift of god, but
loneliness was the truth of routine life.i felt only i can live with
loneliness will i live with my pride and glory of my own.i needn't
god's attending, god's know my suffering in the end.he or she also
endures loneliness.what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what
can cure the simplicity of the universe.i also got a glimpse to all my
baby's mother's attitude to me and my possible attitude to the
world,near and far,a change to attest myself.i want to change in a
pulse but i calmed to obey the silence and null rule.in doubt i
heading to my baby's mother's home and i decked a internet cafe here
half way to enjoy my interest group here.if i afford,i can live in
indifferece.if i ever love, i bleed to laugh.gaps may there, i don't
know if i will take a new stance.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sight.
--
还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
Monday, November 06, 2006
sunny day mostly.
i laid myself on bed listening music radio all the afternoon.dogs
biting from all directions,forcing me to change my poise
frequently.last night they let me restless through this way and force
me to defense.later i got up to urine and when i returned i heard some
beautiful music consoled me for my anxious on ur company with me.after
dinner i arrived here the cafe farer from the dorm zone and again
being bited heavily.but that forced me to concentrate on reading a
google group entitled 'mind's eye' which very informative.i got a
glimpse to the smart people of human and enchanted by the dilemma of
intelligence.i known by instinct its a good forum but till today i
started to read it.
bye,i fighted to curb my expenditure on the web.i budget to spend 2
yuan a day on internet.
i love u.kiss u.hope u a nice day.
biting from all directions,forcing me to change my poise
frequently.last night they let me restless through this way and force
me to defense.later i got up to urine and when i returned i heard some
beautiful music consoled me for my anxious on ur company with me.after
dinner i arrived here the cafe farer from the dorm zone and again
being bited heavily.but that forced me to concentrate on reading a
google group entitled 'mind's eye' which very informative.i got a
glimpse to the smart people of human and enchanted by the dilemma of
intelligence.i known by instinct its a good forum but till today i
started to read it.
bye,i fighted to curb my expenditure on the web.i budget to spend 2
yuan a day on internet.
i love u.kiss u.hope u a nice day.
almost cloudy except sometimes faint sunshine
i got up at 8:54 am.last night i went to bed after 10:30 pm but the
neighbor hooligan kept crowing and spying and biting lately.at first i
just let it go for convinient but later i settled to defense
myself.nothing special when i fell into sleep.
now the sunshine outside of the door is brighter.i just busy with
downloading some stuff for my pda.last night my account in myspace.com
was err-prone and can open.but now its open.i really felt much obliged
for myspace crew,for they r so promptly to recover my home there every
time.i m surer my account being hacked for times.its also my first
blog outside of china.even i can't find time to browse for friends
there but i did find my beloved there,jamie even she refused to let me
love here.this morning and last night she appeared in my mind eyes for
some time.i hope still she can offer me a chance to know her.
bye.i love u.kiss u.
neighbor hooligan kept crowing and spying and biting lately.at first i
just let it go for convinient but later i settled to defense
myself.nothing special when i fell into sleep.
now the sunshine outside of the door is brighter.i just busy with
downloading some stuff for my pda.last night my account in myspace.com
was err-prone and can open.but now its open.i really felt much obliged
for myspace crew,for they r so promptly to recover my home there every
time.i m surer my account being hacked for times.its also my first
blog outside of china.even i can't find time to browse for friends
there but i did find my beloved there,jamie even she refused to let me
love here.this morning and last night she appeared in my mind eyes for
some time.i hope still she can offer me a chance to know her.
bye.i love u.kiss u.
--
还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
Sunday, November 05, 2006
almost full sunny day.
after posted in yiyou(righteous friend,but it left me quite poor
impression when last time all front seats occupied and i haunted inner
seat but traced by a man liked a bodyguard when i glimpsed into a room
when there majiang players likely gambling),i decided to see my baby
son for the sunshine so loveable.when i arrived my baby was in sleep
and so was the old woman.the sound i unlocked the door woke my baby up
and i holding him to play then.soon the son of his mother's aunt
arrived and my baby played him own.so i started to sort my sd card of
my pda.l finished it after 3 am,spending 2 more hours,and i held my
baby out to receive his mother.the sunshine turned weak.we entered the
school now that the side door was open.my baby stepped on heaps of
yellow leaves and smiled.later i held him to south garden to buy a bag
of rice biscuit as he shown interest on the ditched bag of food among
the leaves.we almost spent an hour in the winds and really felt the
power of winter chill.when we again approached the teaching building
of the school his mother catched us up from our back.she had returned
to home.she complained i let my baby's ears reddened for chill.she
started to tutor a girl student and the son of her aunt.i continued
restoration of her notebook till the old woman held my baby approached
me again.then i shut down the pc and played with my baby.the
atmosphere was dirty and i had to turn on tv to watch woman volleyball
but my baby soon turned off the tv.the girl student soon left but the
son of the aunt kept asking question to my baby's mother and i had to
break in to have dinner.the son of the aunt had dinner there but i
found the rice ran short.i felt the dirty atmosphere was from the
son,whose name including peng in chinese consisted of two moons and
when i recognized it he finished his dinner and left.i played with my
baby with his mother awhile then i left and docked here to write to u.
its not so bad a day after all.i felt now i m surer that i can cope
the dirty wills from the surrounding and even surer god's will to let
me through after all these projecting from the common persons in the
common society setting.
bye.i love u.like sands on beach,tiny while mounted to mountain
number.kiss u with brightness.
impression when last time all front seats occupied and i haunted inner
seat but traced by a man liked a bodyguard when i glimpsed into a room
when there majiang players likely gambling),i decided to see my baby
son for the sunshine so loveable.when i arrived my baby was in sleep
and so was the old woman.the sound i unlocked the door woke my baby up
and i holding him to play then.soon the son of his mother's aunt
arrived and my baby played him own.so i started to sort my sd card of
my pda.l finished it after 3 am,spending 2 more hours,and i held my
baby out to receive his mother.the sunshine turned weak.we entered the
school now that the side door was open.my baby stepped on heaps of
yellow leaves and smiled.later i held him to south garden to buy a bag
of rice biscuit as he shown interest on the ditched bag of food among
the leaves.we almost spent an hour in the winds and really felt the
power of winter chill.when we again approached the teaching building
of the school his mother catched us up from our back.she had returned
to home.she complained i let my baby's ears reddened for chill.she
started to tutor a girl student and the son of her aunt.i continued
restoration of her notebook till the old woman held my baby approached
me again.then i shut down the pc and played with my baby.the
atmosphere was dirty and i had to turn on tv to watch woman volleyball
but my baby soon turned off the tv.the girl student soon left but the
son of the aunt kept asking question to my baby's mother and i had to
break in to have dinner.the son of the aunt had dinner there but i
found the rice ran short.i felt the dirty atmosphere was from the
son,whose name including peng in chinese consisted of two moons and
when i recognized it he finished his dinner and left.i played with my
baby with his mother awhile then i left and docked here to write to u.
its not so bad a day after all.i felt now i m surer that i can cope
the dirty wills from the surrounding and even surer god's will to let
me through after all these projecting from the common persons in the
common society setting.
bye.i love u.like sands on beach,tiny while mounted to mountain
number.kiss u with brightness.
brightest morning in early winter.
so god didn't offer me a snow in my anticipation but a bright morning
instead.i got of at 8:45 am and waited awhile for my pda charging.then
i went to to sort my pda to avoid spying eye around in the dorm and
even so it was hanged for 2 times and flash card wrecked a time.i
walked in the sunshine in the treeyard in the dorm zone awhile till
lunch time.my radio newly found beijing's radio titled 'voice of
china' which now live talk about Mout.huang of anhui prov.,eastcentual
china.the authority desperately to broadcast its crying for attention
to save his problem.it also broadcast 'voice of huaxia' and another
'voice' of somewhat.yesterday they gathered heads of africa to leak
its troubled water.
last night i dreamed accompanied with a middle aged man,an
enterprineur likely againing his first basin of gold from his being
secretary of china youth league when in college.he made a product
conbining cell phone,tv and some gadget now evades me,imported idea
from foreign western world.he boast his human resource expertise to
handle 2 of his staff,all from their graduate to be skilled.when he
picked me to return to home, we saw two moons in the sky and i left
his car and watched the 2 moons on the ground while he left.
last night dogs bited me lately.the islamic africa part gathering in
beijing these day also pested me.however,i felt into sleep and sound
till morning.i felt assured about my soundness when i saw the
sunshine.
i have it.god and my kindom.i love u.kiss u with sunshine.bye.dogs
biting in the cafe.
instead.i got of at 8:45 am and waited awhile for my pda charging.then
i went to to sort my pda to avoid spying eye around in the dorm and
even so it was hanged for 2 times and flash card wrecked a time.i
walked in the sunshine in the treeyard in the dorm zone awhile till
lunch time.my radio newly found beijing's radio titled 'voice of
china' which now live talk about Mout.huang of anhui prov.,eastcentual
china.the authority desperately to broadcast its crying for attention
to save his problem.it also broadcast 'voice of huaxia' and another
'voice' of somewhat.yesterday they gathered heads of africa to leak
its troubled water.
last night i dreamed accompanied with a middle aged man,an
enterprineur likely againing his first basin of gold from his being
secretary of china youth league when in college.he made a product
conbining cell phone,tv and some gadget now evades me,imported idea
from foreign western world.he boast his human resource expertise to
handle 2 of his staff,all from their graduate to be skilled.when he
picked me to return to home, we saw two moons in the sky and i left
his car and watched the 2 moons on the ground while he left.
last night dogs bited me lately.the islamic africa part gathering in
beijing these day also pested me.however,i felt into sleep and sound
till morning.i felt assured about my soundness when i saw the
sunshine.
i have it.god and my kindom.i love u.kiss u with sunshine.bye.dogs
biting in the cafe.
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