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Thursday, March 26, 2009

8th snow in Qiqihar, China, in lunar 2009, turne bright sunny after late noon


yesterday almost a tiny sunny day. the Internet access via lan proxy all down, likely the switch or router on nearest join point disconnect my wire. and my sites, including homepage on google pages ( http://www.be21zh.org ) and on my domain registrar godaddy ( http://be21zh.org ), my blogs on blogger ( http://benzillar.blogspot.com or http://songdod.blogspot.com ), my google app engines on appspot ( http://forum.be21zh.org or http://app21zh.appspot.com ), my google apps sites under my custom domain mapping ( http://zhuson.be21zh.org or http://wiki.be21zh.org ), all down and inaccessible when i tried to test them on an office pc when its user absent. the dog in China surveillance really hurt, since my repolishing my homepage on google pages and godaddy, after seeing their layout mythterously messy on Monday this week. dog blocked my correcting operation on godaddy the afternoon before yesterday sweatily, just when i doing editing the page. surely they smelled denotation in my posts online.
yesterday in office i mostly reading ebook, on Christian and wealth source of modern society. i also dozed and deep. i dreamed of my once girl friend, a Liu, and her mother. but ema, my baby's mother, seemingly merged with the Liu. the relation in dream on the rim of broken, but we tried to keep it. returning home after work, i found ema reconciled with me after last night i scorn her insistence to force baby having pills in 2 hours, and told baby the truth of his mom. later she told me the broadband access is extended and ready, after she adopt the service from one of her colleague who want to ditch hers, leaving 12 months available to migrate to my account, at a favorable cost of ¥400. but login has problem. after a buzz into the telcom help desk, i was connected to Internet again at home, but my sites blocked by cop don't leave blank or errs page as before, but tentatively shown on page saying the sites was filtered by the authority of surveillance. later returning page from google saying the sites unavailable or untrusted, etc. dog in China surveillance surely took actions just the night before yesterday. God laughs in their terrors. 
last night my family life is ok, baby enjoyed playing pc game with me, while ema again persuade baby having pills and i rebuffed once, except the dirty conspire over my new broadband service, and my web activities in closer surveillance. i had the sense of a new snow in the night, and it did in the night. this morning after i got up, i watched out at once and found a shallow snow covering the earth. i know that's Masheng's great gift from Japan, also Gift of Jamie from America. the white story tells me that my beloved all genius and saint and clear&clean like dews, just like God promised me. i love u, all my fiancees. 
this post is the first one under more crucial surveillance of China. i can't see it on my blogs on blogger.com, i can't see most of my sites several days ago accessible. i can only rely on my email posting and check it in my google reader's rss subscriptions. God sees my beloved shares my gossip with them here, like any spirit God conveys, in any tiny matters or inconceivable trifle phenomenon or pulse.  God win me u all. that's it.

Monday, March 23, 2009

7th snow in lunar 2009, bright day next day.


baby watched movie.

snow on rim of window.

baby watched movie.

its weekend. but the gloomy morning let us at a lose. the tv shown the China authority, or the cadre group, is the only boss of Chinese enterprise. the anxious of being buried by the prevailing service of the cadre group in China for many millelliums haunted me, and sneered at me that ruling the mop was the same business everywhere, no difference between democracy and autocracy. the snow, the 7th in lunar 2009, started to snow near noon. i reviewed my beloved, and felt urgenter to meet them. i dozed and slept for more than 2 hours in the afternoon, while baby and ema gaming on pc. after woke up i got angry with ema for she recently seldom cook vegetables and my lips suffered&torn by drought, likely lack of green food or vitamin. but i know that's all God's settings, and nothing can harm me. after dinner, baby played games happily as usual. ema and me sometimes join him when he requested. the night was joyful. this morning i again dreamy and restless for urgency of urine. when i got up i found at once its brightly sunny. i was so consoled by her beaming face, that i picked camera at once after let pc downloading. i love my camera and my notebook, esp. the sunshine.

this morning i dreamed of my feet infected by 3 kinds of virus, a tall person likely help me. a swim pool likely in my dream.

last night my kid brother, who worked in south China and  with whom i asked for loan for  my second game notebook, almost refused me by suggesting my applying expense card from bank. i know my request in God's view.

today its a bright sunny day. i took some photos of gaming baby and the brightness and its shadows. 

update: last night baby's cold got severer, and heat attacked him in the night. ema went outside lately to buy white wine and applied to baby's body to decrease his heat. this morning already sees the brightness of the sunshine. God with my Royal.