rainy days, now cloudy

these days mostly raining days. i enjoyed them very much. the rhythm of the rain, esp. in night, very tender and ignited my longings for my home town in central China, where rains in summer were common.

my baby still lingered in Beijing. these days our video interview always problematic, mostly the Beijing side video broken or stopped. i talked with the guy on the side about it and this morning it worked well when my baby talked with us on the other side. the grandma ate ice stick and fed baby mouth to mouth, like our couples did, that let me repulsive and upset. the grandma even wanted to talk to me on screen. i of course shut it. i longing my baby very much these days, while ema indifferent on this. she just too avid to earn via tutoring, which in fact quite a kind of chores, like let and test students' remember English words, there is few creativity in it. baby don't belong to her, that's sure, for she isn't nature a qualified mother.

these days i more or less fed up with reading on tech news. i switched to be engaged in site building. i did quite some amendment on my sites. dog in China surveillance no doubt messed a lot in the mid and i had to endure broken pages and countless wait.

that's my days. i look forward more message from the world of the west, which means prosperity and democracy, in a word, truth. i know i worked hard to prepare my hospitality, and i think my way to straighten God's road rewards.

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benzillar's blogroll 07/17/2008

• Why blogs are better than newspapers. (Geek News Central)

  deepth insight of the future of blog and journalism.

  tags: Internet, trend, insihgt, newspapers, geek, sociabmarks

  • The issue that blogs and other Internet news and analysis methods need to cover is how to generate primary revenue. Advertising revenue is a valid expectation and a big way to fund information sources, however it is fickle and if too prominent will devalue the trust in the audience. While newspapers did this with subscriptions it is very hard to envisage the genie making it back into that bottle with blogs. As long as there is someone willing to post information for free it is very hard for anyone to charge. Some niche areas will be able to build a revenue base from secondary sources, however the mainstream revenue model is yet to emerge.

bright sunny

last several days in clouds and even with lightnings and thunders. but quite some case didn’t rain long. last night when we went to bed its thundering. yet i let the bedroom window open and in the morning its coolness woke me up. ema’s school asked teachers and students all gathered in the school, for the Olympic torch relay just passing Qiqihar today and the police likely afraid of any strike or political turmoil, so the people’s gathering welcoming the torch passing Qiqihar likely carefully chose and for a short time for tv news shooting. Chinese in mainland really seldom gathered. thats partially the coldness among the nation.
i again sometimes felt quite boring in office even online. so i dozed a lot in office like usual. but yesterday google’s new service, lively.com, agitated me and found lots of enthusiasm to claim my family frequently used id with lively.com. but lively.com only accept google user id and my choice of my user name on lively restricted. however, creating chatroom was quite easy and the choice of room title was abundant. i spent near 5 hours to finish setting up my family accounts with lively.com, then i tried the virtual online community and also introduced it to some of my home town folks. in the mid my pc hanged 5 times when i experience the beautiful online chatroom with avatar. i don’t know why, my pc too legend or the police hacking me. the hot of the attraction from lively yet passed and i will try more in the coming days to try to find more foreign friends online in lively.com.
my baby still in Beijing his grandma’s relatives’ home. we had told them to talk everyday online but the relatives tentatively let my baby talk to us averagely two days a time. shits. i disliked all of them there in Beijing, their business mostly vending pump, which was introdued only by the second husband of the youngest sister of the grandma. the second marriage of the young sister of the grandma booming up the large old family which had 10 offspring, mostly now in Beijing. the uncle live in ema’s house for a year to study in her school to escape Beijing school’s loose is the woman’s son. they all felt self-assumption. but their pround was weak, and that let them picky and skeptical around. i just want them let my baby return asap. my baby, my God, u let us intact in the dirt.
i have a nice mood now, had i can find something to do with my site. i love my site and my cyberspace presence. i hope it meaningful for all of us. heavily under China surveillance and post failed for many times.

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