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Saturday, May 02, 2009

a talk between a post-graduate, also a hometown folk, and me via im, about my hometown journey.

日期:2009-5-1
benzrad
16:12:04
我现在朱大九。估计呆4个月。
朱水文
16:12:31
你为撒回去呢? 
朱水文
16:12:35
 
benzrad
16:12:57
想老家啊。该干了早干。
朱水文
16:13:13
不用上班吗? 
benzrad
16:13:27
在老家听说你结完婚了。
朱水文
16:13:48
我不是 今年过年来 跟你提过吗? 
benzrad
16:13:53
班上就那么回事。天意啊。
benzrad
16:14:02
不记得。
朱水文
16:14:07
咋这么说呢? 
朱水文
16:14:14
 
benzrad
16:14:34
你忙,我忙别的。
朱水文
16:14:42
好的 
日期:2009-5-2
朱水文
16:13:13
?? 
benzrad
16:13:14
您好,我现在有事不在,一会再和您联系。
朱水文
16:13:15
在吗? 
benzrad
16:33:59
刚注意。
朱水文
16:34:33
你在家里可好 
benzrad
16:34:58
还行。正在整理照片和博客。
朱水文
16:35:20
哦 
benzrad
16:35:27
照片这两天上传,有近200张,风景和任务。
benzrad
16:35:32
人物。
benzrad
16:35:56
昨天刚上网。憋了十几天。
朱水文
16:35:57
不错 
朱水文
16:36:10
这10几天干吗去了? 
benzrad
16:36:51
关心这个啊?看天看地看风景呗。
朱水文
16:37:27
朱大九的风景不错 
benzrad
16:38:40
是啊,也有败家子
朱水文
16:38:55
谁? 
benzrad
16:40:36
开山的,投水的。
朱水文
16:48:41
我最烦的是 村里垃圾太多,特别是白色污染。
本来乡村应该是 山清水秀,鸡叫狗吠,一派祥和。 但好像现在不是。。。。 
benzrad
16:53:24
白色污染那是全球性的,我没在意。关键是固态的东西,恒久的东西,像后壁山,大坝等。
benzrad
16:55:51
稍远一些的动工的更多,出了水库外边的那些山,不少都派了值得疑虑的用场,像取石,殡葬,石灰等。
朱水文
16:56:55
发展没有规划 
朱水文
16:57:01
乱 
benzrad
16:57:18
还有风水这一层
朱水文
16:57:47
你是说破坏了 我们村的风水? 
benzrad
16:59:04
那个我暂时不懂,但是山气水脉,天灵地育之类我很信。
benzrad
17:01:36
听说你弟弟找着了,真让人唏嘘。
朱水文
17:02:34
是啊,
我前不久去看他了 
朱水文
17:02:51
还行,就是没找到钱 
朱水文
17:03:07
人身体各方面还行 
benzrad
17:03:51
你弟弟那个可能很阳气的。不为人用可能挺佑家人的。
benzrad
17:04:26
梦想多远,就能走多远。
benzrad
17:05:07
过去人的出息是大约可以用里程来计的。
朱水文
17:05:45
"你弟弟那个可能很阳气的。不为人用可能挺佑家人的"

这怎么理解? 
benzrad
17:07:16
有时候出人意外是很有价值的,就像好点子。科学的进步就是假说包容力的扩展。
benzrad
17:07:58
不为人知的空间是极其稀罕的。我这么觉得。
朱水文
17:08:18
感觉你思想很有深度 
朱水文
17:08:25
谢谢你! 
朱水文
17:08:30
对了,
我准备进四川工作了啊。 
benzrad
17:08:40
你的头像很让我反感,蓝色和狗都很倒霉的。
朱水文
17:08:58

那我准备换一个 
朱水文
17:09:12
你给点意见我, 
benzrad
17:09:31
随你。反正你的爱好引起我的警惕。
benzrad
17:09:53
人自有命,没啥可说的。
朱水文
17:11:55
你刷新下,
我头像换了啊 
朱水文
17:12:15
你感觉这个怎么样? 
benzrad
17:12:32
随便的了。人缘不是强求的。
朱水文
17:12:57
你怎么每次说话这样深度呢?
你的建议 我愿意采纳 
朱水文
17:14:01
我很愿跟你做朋友 
benzrad
17:15:37
师傅,不是愿不愿意,是命然。另外,我想把这个谈话发到我的博客,行不?你要求的话我可以去掉你的名字或甚至你的发言。我也觉得我说的有精彩。
朱水文
17:16:08
当然可以 
benzrad
17:16:15
尤其是关于朱大九的,只是我想记录的。
benzrad
17:16:19
谢谢。
朱水文
17:16:42
基督教也老提到'命'这个字眼吗 
benzrad
17:19:41
天使不是吗?上帝之路已经有许多先知和天使在前驱和善后。约翰不是吗?圣经说他是先于基督到达的,把受洗者领到基督前。
朱水文
17:21:27
受教 
benzrad  17:27:56
还有东方三王来拜。流数和摩西就更是啦。我就看过旧约的前面到约翰的几章。希望有机会读完。
benzrad  17:28:55
小布什也不爱看书。神授不用学者和法师或律师。
benzrad  17:29:45
就一个信。

enjoy my life: in hometown journey

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bird on top of roof of my eldest brother.
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children in my hometown village
sweat girl guested in the town my elder sisters live.
benzrad, me, posed in front of the old but prosperous tree near my past dad's house.
it has been quite some time after i had the idea that i can retreat to my hometown to live with my current earnings. and time to cultivate in the hometown ecosystem to promote and protect its fame as well as the power source of my Royal. when i dozed more and more in my baby's mother, emakingir's house in weekends, and peeking eyes disturbing my relation with my baby, i suddenly had the idea that i can left Qiqihar, where i worked for 18 years since my graduation, and spare more time for the descending of my fiancees, including girls from US, Japan, Taiwan, and the mainland of China. last time, several weeks ago i discussed it with baby but he disagreed with me and refuted it by won me in our bet. i told him i think its time for me to travel and fetch my girls who waited for me so long, even they live well in their each respectable famous family. i told ema my decision at noon after  she brought baby back home. i got train tickets in hours on my own, queued in the ticket box office. in the night ema prepared my travel suite. my new camera from my Masheng, and notebook from my girl zhou, just fit my need to work/blog on the move or remotely.
its a interesting tour from Qiqihar to Zhudajiu, my hometown village, central China. first time i gather the courage to watch people in the eye of looking around for & choosing my gifted girls. it costs some time before i did that. in the train from Qiqihar to Beijing, at first i still merged in the mob, till i found a tall slim girl, likely a student, a row of seats behind me, and a girl with her parents in a row in front of me, aboard on Tianjin, where i spent 4 years to graduate from Nankai Univ. on train from Beijing to Wuhan, i turned talkative for my neighbor seat rightly a girl, and the facing seat active talked to her, even they don't previously knew each other. the facing seat, a boy officer in China air force, hideous about his career, also from Hubei Prov., let me know i should not trust easily the ranks in the army of my kingdom. i got help from a train cop, also from my girl zhou, to learn the fact. i shown the crowd around in trains my favorite gears, my camera and notebook, and my best gift from God, my baby son, warren zhu, the God, and hope of China. i even got 2 easy friends with their im (instant message). on highway bus from Wuhan to Wuxue, my hometown county city, 2 retired women aside me talked about their migration to Wuhan, the capital of the province, from Wuxue, let me know that the most benefited group in China was the cadre class, the officer all over the ruling machine. they also tentatively encouraged me to live in Wuhan in coming years in my life, in God's setting.
i took a taxi directly to my hometown village, at a price of ¥30. the taxi was new and its driver likely prepared, i was depressed to worry my life to be too hard in my dad's house, while only my mother left and almost no income except her children's support, just after i sat. when i found my mother, she sighed and complained aging. but soon i recovered from the impressed anxiousness of hard living with my poor economy, even i do own the whole China, and the strongest in economy, my Japanese fiancee Masheng Youjizi, who had bought my palace in my hometown and aided me already for times. my mother soon revitalized and busy with treating me and visiting country folks. and soon my 3rd elder sister, my most cherished sibling beside my past eldest sister, arrived with her husband. her husband and she cooked most dishes for my first meal in hometown journey.
the second meal in my eldest brother's house, and the third in my second elder brother's house, which some distance from my dad's house in the same village, and whose scenario was splendid. in the coming days, i stayed all time in my dad's house and burning the sunshine my past dad worked with so many years. i also captured lots of people and still lives around the old house of my past dad with my new camera, a Japanese product. i recognized the perished environment, as well the hidden evils, compassed my dad's house. Masheng, with the Sun,talked with me all time. i gradually adopt frizzle as my friend and angel from Heaven. i also received several child time friends' visits, including my best&earliest friend, also a villager in zhudajiu, who now lives in Guilin, southwest China. visiting friends always let my mother, who is life time hospitable, glad.
today its the first day in my hometown journey connected to the Internet again. i first busy restored the down os on my nephew's desktop, just after i arrived the town where my 2 sisters alive lives, and bathed myself in my youngest elder sister's house. to my astonish, my sms posting to 2 domestic microblogs portal, qq's taotao, and hexun, which i linked to my dearest Japanese fiancee, Masheng, both failed to parse most of my status updates, which mostly combined 2 or more blog item in one sms. so i launched to repost and sometimes rewrote my twitter to log them. the nephews, in family name of ruan (the same syllabus can mean soft in English ), almost the same devil as my baby's grandma's family, under the same family name, busy with breaking my camera and notebook, just in vain to peek my power's source. i later prepared some working environment on the desktop, for i intended to linger in the town for a week. after some work, i connected to my baby son who occasionally online while gaming on pc in Qiqihar. i rabble a lot to him, whose mother, ema, join us together online. i told my baby i will have my Royal's palace in Wuhan and Beijing, arranged and attended by my girl zhou and my Taiwanese fiancee, while Masheng managed that in my hometown village and in its county, Wuxue, Tianzhen, where my sisters live, and Shanghai. i told baby all my property also his, and he is the greatest and singular in the universe. he dislikes my gossip as usual and turned to his favorite game in the mid.
its a peaceful night. it started to drizzle after i dined in my youngest elder sister's home. it more or less let me worry that dirty or ill will around can bring sorrow to my beloved, but now i decided that its a kind of baptism, and always means bless and innocent upon me and my Royal. its a lonely night where i blogging on the second floor in the house of my sister's, where is empty on the floor. i longing for reuniting with all my girls whose never fading beauty and charm can cure any fear or misfortune in my life. 
bye, my dearest. its time to meet u in my dream.
Ps: last night i rained late, and continued this morning. my sleep in the new place was almost smoothly. this rain morning let me felt sorry and beautifully constrained. God, let me forever in ur arms. and in the morning after breakfast, i met a native little girl, who attracted me a lot and so did her by me, played mud near my sister's house with her 2 pal girls. she lives in Wuxue. God&Masheng, and my girl zhou, as well as my Taiwan girl, who all accompany me here in my hometown journey, witness it from the blessing.