benzillar's blogroll 04/10/2008

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shallowly snown last night, sunny afternoon

God let me know the road to peace is far and enduring, with a shallow snow last night silently straight refute my judge in last post that sunshine forever since now. when i got up i noticed it at once for its so bright outside of the window. i shot at once inside of the window at the backyard of the residential building, which is a waste process yard of a arsenal works. i previously intended to visit the bureau of social medicare for registering my lost socail medicare card in the process of applying for writing off my medical expense when i was detained in the asylum in my hometown. but ema suggested that i don't go as scheduled and i adopted and prepared cds to reinstall os for the girl graduate colleague's computer, which infected and ran slowly. in the morning when i launched to install the guy had a like of computer as mine said with lan connected and a proxy on a pc having internet access then any pc in the lan can surf the web via the proxy. i was enlighten and launched in the afternoon to try it. the girl colleague absent lately in the afternoon so i launched to operate without her nod and finished till her return. i didn't tell her for the monitor and the bitch woman there in office and i don't want they know now. after all its quite unusual that i can't access internet but they all can. the unuttered rule is that , i think, i can use the internet access to break the surveillance of China and bring the company trouble. nobody tell why i as an long time employee and an graduate from prodigious university and an able staff, being separated from the staff of QRRS, the state-owned enterprise and an outdated company whose chairman of the board still under the rule of ccp party secretary. nobody in the office afford to be friend with me, except the girl who under the coat of being coward and a little bit navvy and stupid. after working time i buzzed the girl sometimes trying to let her know my stealth her bandwidth and her pc resource but can't buzz in.



its a nice day for me. nothing can be more emphasized than the importance the constant internet access for me and my task. i love it. i hope i can access web any time sooner than the schedule other expected.

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brilliant sunshine

these days i felt sleepy in office, likely reading offline can't attracted me any more. the monitor of my department shift his desk from the media studio upstairs to our office and spent more time online now. he was right a dog, with an additional pair of spying eyes. the unclear weather likely passed forever and this morning's enviable bright sunshine declares the new forever bright sunny season's arrival. i saw the approaching of summer, which let me wondering. i like summer very much, for its seasonly. girl turns more beautiful and city skyline more streamlined. these days i dozed a lot in office, partly for i worked too hard in night at home, partly for reading offline turning boring for me. i need breakthrough, after long time squat down. China underwent silent coated transformation, and we waited for it too long.the authority steals assets from state and now it don't leave too much to cover. i smell the wind just like the descending of early summer, in which men battle with sweats.

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foggy morning, pale sunshine at noon

the Chinese traditional ceremony day for the passed ending today after 3 days vacation, including 2 weekends. in the period i finished rewriting homepage with googlepages. last afternoon i checked my online alumni and join a chat group and in the night chatting launch among my alumni of my junior middle school, Huanggang Middle School in Hubei Prov. ,central China, and me. its a pleasure, except i elaborated too much about myself. they in the alumni seemingly quite familiar with each other, except me. my baby's asking for game interrupted my chatter and he lingered in front of the pc for more than an hour, which let his mother unease. she really over-protected him and carefully kept me alien to my baby, she increased the need of my baby for her help, and her protection overall to shelter him from his normal world in which he will be alone and survives independent. as long as the protect beneficial to my baby in his infancy, its ok, but when he growing up the over-protect will harmed him from his independence and ability. what's worse, my baby now accustomed to play with other's companion, or custody. he liked gaming with others' aid, while he indeed can manipulate on his own. he also was demanding of cares when idle, frequent requests for play with around. i here really worried about him, but i know all result in God's shine. i forever rid of worry of personal need and live in love with god, with god's Majesty.

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