its not a bad year after all.i felt contented with what i had and what i'll to have.tonight was the last evening according to lunar calendar.my baby and his mother spent the night with his grandma at the grandma's home.i stay alone at home.the sensational cctv new year party,almost a new custom after the invention of tv, was to launch and i prepared for it,for its sometimes quite informative about the political and social message.last night i first tried qq,a Chinese mainstream im service,after my kid brother suggested to me even i refused it for many years, and talked with video live with my mother and other family member at my hometown,and with my kid brother who lived in south China.its really a nice experience, cozily at fingertip u can watch the world at another corner.my old mother like in a shock to see my family movie on the screen,with the help of one of my nephews.
my pc reboot irregularly and now i picked the autosave by google email.i love my life so far and don't want anyone ruined it.i live with hope, hope a free world with prosperous.i will try my best to see the beautiful face of the day.
bye,all my friends and my heartthrob. i love u and continued love u.
these days haunted like a criminal.the China Internet cop worked even harder to worsen my surfing experience.speedy downloading previously worked well in early morning now broke into crawling speed,in addition frequent programs quits and system reboot or hang in the mid.then in free time in evenings surfing can be a waste of time:one or 2 hours cost just finishing a simple web manipulation,broken pages were common scenes, submission led to failure,just let ur password in the submission leaked into stealth.the China watch dog must monitored my computer screen real time, for quite some occasions it just broke my traffic after i included my personal information into web submission, or acted a major changes to my web presence.they showy let me know they shot the point behind the scene.
last night we bathed our baby,as i suggested.i was lagged by the pc which downloading games for awhile and let ema angry.my baby again refused my bathing him.but when he refused his mother washing his head with shampoo on it,i forcibly bowled water and spilt on his head and let him in a panic for water covered his face and smoothened him.he was more or less spoiled by his mother,who always treated him with feminism fussy over cares.after bath i busy with pc again and let ema even angrier with me.on bed she pretended sleeping,and i talked and played with baby for some time,till she burst and told me she will carry our baby celebrating lunar new year in her mother's home and asked me to care myself in the holiday.i didn't comment,for its a real sore for i had not a home so far.i m homeless even i shelter myself under my baby's home.
after a chill day the second snow descended silently in the night.it shallowly covered the ground and let the world cleaner awhile.after a morning the road had been cleaned mostly and the road worked well for curise.<br>
these days i contented with reading news about the technology,esp. of web.China surveillance had prevented my enjoying haunting most of the sites abroad i had account with, i tried to got their feeds via my google reader,so as to track updates in the world.these days i slept less,and worried ema about my mental status.my baby, with best offerings from his parents who tried their best to cater to him,still refused my kissing him,while he abundantly admitted his mother do.but in every occasion he cared about me and love me the same as he did to his mother.he liked to bump,just for his fun and sometimes i had to scorn him or even beat him.his mother spent a lot of time to accompany him to play and now he was used to occupy his mother's time wheneven she was free or almost was free.i was busy with pc and online these days,only after getting to bed then baby can play with me and sat on my body and jump and crawl.we these days slept after 11 pm and his mother really annoyed by our late sleep and sometimes slept soon in the mid.<br>
after all i enjoyed my life.without the harrass of China surveillance i would much gladder.