everlasting joy bewitches Royal China, among pitiful hard time now.

22/3/2014

happy reunion among harder economy.^ long expected March salary among gloomy PRC's economy arrived in pitch, dropped to 1400 CNY, in a sunny day. that put my routine life in blizzard, including weekends dine out, recent shopping online for replace son's shoes and our woolen pants, even my boarding subscription would go debt. after reviewed my situation, I buzzed my 2nd brother who recently rarely buzzed in after he saw my mobile in his contacts when trying an messenger app, yixin. he usually means for his life not always in his expectation, but I hope he saves this April of my family. in a vision, I felt enemies of my Royal China put my own in a test upon what I claimed, faith in God, in bright future of China as well as the world pilots my anchor next millennium. In last night dream when my son ported in my QRRS Dorms, my passed parents gathered with us unusually,talked about their times' tale, their nightmare when they young and green hand. that's something weird. then my son called me, in his dream or wake up. I answered him immediately. but he didn't responded. soon neighbor beasts punched the paper wall heavily, like it insanely did all time, trying ignite my wrath of revenge. I calmed after efforts, let go old foe. then in dream when I visiting hometown village, Zhudajiu, national war called upon, duty of serving the army for every young men seeks even remote like the village. I was in the enlist.my sinful cousin with his sons visited me, discuss how to evade the crushing way ahead of a soldier. I felt in danger& panic, even know the cousin never kind, but I listened their sell. My son recently more turns quiet and resting. God, dad, relieve his burden upon debts I brought in the prospect of my Royal China of next 1109 years in eastern Asia. God, dad, bring hearted joy and laughter in his budding youth. thx, dad, here is my prayer ever answered today, in these blessing sunshines.

19/3/2014

a late heavy snow in spring 2014. ^ these days I seemingly lack of sleep. every morning I Wake up in time but each time lingering deep in dreams and merely sober mind when sit aside bed. I enjoy breakfast as usual, engaged with online free stuff like working bee. but every short moment when I leaned on bed I fall into nap soon. every nap likes a long journey before I return to earth steadily. this, esp this dust's nap lets me wonder how wonderful or awful my life is now. do I enjoy every reunion with my son, my most concerned, as usual? do I prepare for my absence on the earth for meeting my dad, God in Heaven now, in paradise soon or late? most workdays I was busy, prepared commencement of my Empire online and offline, stuff to make fun now and future. do I exhaust more or less? yesterday Its a sandy day, snow follows this noon and turns turbulent a beautiful scene. its also helpful for plants in spring, on the drying planet. I prepared more paypal accounts for my business, for purchases future overseas, esp in US. I was blocked from American goods so long, I despair want to be with them, including my recently bought chromebook via a taobao.com shop specifying shopping overseas. sooner US will dispatch my packages I orders online. that means freedom extends me more, comparing several years ago I had to ask Taiwan friend in cyberspace to buy me godaddy domains. I then even poorer than deserving a credit card. now I have my 1st credit card from CCB and transacted via it in past months for more than 5000 CNY. we harvested so many wonderful goods from online orders.
God, dad, this moment the dorm's power down abrupt. I was allowed to review my recent status, which so meaningful that I barely blogged. coming month still challenging, for I deficit 300 CNY now. dad, God, I live on u so many years with bare hands. looking forward, I see humors of life and wits in my soul uprising. thx, dad, God, allow me praying in this temporarily black out night.

14/3/2014

dreamed of Masayoshi Son. ^ these days saw and heard lots of QRRS young workers idled in dorm. some factories of QRRS shut down for no orders. gloomy economy also depressed me, while spending method opener and handier day by day. say, 2 Chinese logistic enterprises, stoexpress.us and sfbuy.com, open service for overseas shopping. 2 biggest e-commercial portal, alibaba and tencent, next week will offer e-credit card to boost Chinese expending online. the only prime is your wallet is filled solidly. last night when I told my son online the progress undergoes in nowadays PRC, he quit after sensed my anxious upon expanding unemployment and underpaid. this dawn I dreamt CEO of softbank, the Korean entrepreneur built his industry empire in Japan. I see how Japanese open over world culture and spices, tolerant to versatile products and alien races, inc popular social app, line again by Korean. I saw the greatest responsibility on Japan to guard democratic inherit since pilot of USA. Its a shinny morning, God, bring me sooner my Royal China to home my children, future of China on eastern Asia. God dad, show me way to meaningful and plenty. I saw the promise, God, thx.

10/3/2014

Dreamed again I'm in my wedding.^ recently life too beautiful to blog. everyday we made progress. in our shared moment, my son, warrenzh and me advanced among video games. we also chatted via sms a lot and that makes us understanding more each other. yesterday during shower in public spa, he first time fainted. with his pad he soon recovered and we ate bananas after returned to his mom's house. my son put so many affections on me that sometimes I felt terrified for the responsibility. but God, I have no choice, no dodging way to evade. I had to put all my life under God's shine, which so affirmative even among daily chores. God, bliss open my eyes wide for the mighty. don't let me down upon heroic inside me, in my Royal family.
this dawn I 2nd time dreamt in my wedding ceremony. my bride seemingly not the one I familiar, but proud as she is, and I was contented heartedly. her parents have firm hands over wedding affairs. I tried my best to make the ceremony gorgeous. in this dawn dream my childhood friend, Zhu Caigui, also from my hometown village Zhudajiu, in his wedding, too. I wake up around 6:30am and ate breakfast leisurely. God, bring me sooner my Royal China. Asoh Yukiko, attending our son and other children arriving closely. show warrenzh how to live in Japanese style. thx, God dad.

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

discreet joice of holy affirmative.

26/2/2014

happy time with cinema, "Hobbit part 2".^ yesterday we 3rd visit Qiqihar Dadi cinema franchise in Qiqihar Supermarket, to watch American blockbuster, The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug. for this month salary again dropped to ￥2100, we didn't buy popcorn to save. son, warrenzh first time uncomfortable with 3D glasses and sometimes took it off during watching. after the movie, we ate fish hotpot near my QRRS dorm. son complained I heaped too much meat before he started to eat. yes, that's my fault for I wanted to eat my own earlier. after returned to his mom's house, I prepared him an old video game, dungeon defender, as son requested to review after years ago we completed it. he helped me make proud progress in game, Enslaved: Odyssey to the West, till reached last chapter we quit for my time to leave there. in the night I reviewed son's recent sometimes reluctance to echo my shared gratitude for God, I saw I pushed too hard to demand his companion. I saw freedom I left him crumbled. this dawn I dreamed lengthly watched a Korea girl in her 30's while still lives alone. she emotionally dependent on her mother. I watched so long her life that its a bit boring. when I blogged I can't remember her late living in my dream. last weekend I complained I was too poor to claim sibling domain for our newly claimed one, birdous.com, birdo.us to my son when we on way to lunch out and shower. but the night before yesterday I summoned encouragement to buy it in hand. its too beautiful to miss. now my son, warrenzh at warozhu.com and zhuson.com, owns the birdo.us with brilliant grace.
God, so many hard time passed while countless ahead. please allow me more discreet decision in my future life, my 1109 years' China Empire reset, my God to serve in my Royal. God, dad, empower me more insight upon my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, God of Universe, his needs and unwilling. bring me fresh vivid life on the earth to serve the Holy Spirit. thx God, dad.

21/2/2014

my new chromebook, an acer c720. ^ after a month and a week, my chromebook, bought from Amazon American, finally arrived among lots of biting waiting. its easy to put it in use. and I within 2 days migrated and synced my corporate and personal google accounts onto it. son, warrenzh seemingly not so cheered, for its my gear. his mom recently also equipped herself an samsung pad, while my son empty seasonal gift. but I managed to buy pecan nuts and persimmons online for him for compensation. I also want him know tools enhance living, but full life surely beyond that. in this dawn dream my main concern is my kid brother's loan he promised last night to clear my credit card debt. at first I dreamed my Tibet friend, Bianbaqiongda, since I join my first work place, QRRS, and visited him on way I first time visited my hometown after settled in the SOE, we didn't contact each since then.then my 2nd brother first time appeared in my dream not evilly. we, with my kid brother and an infant, my son or my kid brother's 2nd baby, trapped on a high platform where more and more snakes gathered around us. its dangerous and frightening. but my 2nd brother kindly said, danger let people sober and can be blessing. kid brother also kind in dream. in later dream he likely teased me and tentatively delayed his loan for funs. the dream is embroiled, I tried several times to get up amid to blog but delayed on bed till the later dream too vivid to miss, while it ends up missing when I just blogged the snakes. this month my salary dropped to ￥2100 again, that's solid reality strengthens me. God, dad, allow us a happy reuniting weekends in this salary week, for I will dined out son. free us burden of debt and immerse us in gratitude. bring me sooner my Royal China for the land thirsty and harvest thirsty. thx, dad.

18/2/2014

Dream accompanied son & his over-concerned mom listening lecture on children education. ^near end of winter term my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, was brought by him mom to visit her relatives likely in neighbor province, where nuclear radiation and epidemic realistically looming. Just before last dinner of the journey, I got the idea to claim domain, birdous.com, which likely my last affair mattered one, in memory of a baby bird I saved from her prematurely left her nest in my 2008 visit my passed dad's house. with expertise I gained from previous 9 domains I finished setup new domain in 2 continuous days. This dawn I first dreamed play hide-and-see game with son's mom's colleagues' boy on a haunted hill, where there is a school and houses. then dreamed school broadcasting program while I once closely watched the business when I worked in QRRS cable TV and it has a branch to do job. I saw my TV expertise empowers me an edge over school video and multimedia E-teaching channels. Then dreamed my son was brought by his mom to attend a kid education lecture offered by professional faculty. his mom's colleagues also there. son felt nervous & ask my attendance and gamed with him while idle in the hall before the lecture.The professor interviewed us and let son do a survey to assess his ability. his main topic of the lecture is reasonable: education should be more versatile and free off unnecessary burden in traditional Chinese society role, paving social ladder toward upper class, or in Chinese cliche, those who excel in academics end up in officialdom. my son benefits from the innovative thought, and playing games with pals happily. I scrabbled the blog on my mobile via lofter.com around 6:30am on bed, then went breakfast. Its a sunny morning now. God, dad, bring me sooner my Royal China to home my son and other children arriving. grant me allowance upon credit card deficit crisis in coming month. thx, dad, Hope turns stronger in blessing spring breath.

13/2/2014

Dreamed of song contest among my alumni. ^ dorm's water heat wrecked yesterday, so cold in the night. in dawn dream previously chat with Zhong Mj, my senior middle school classmate and a Peking Univ graduate. then in a song contest between Zhong & He yi, both once my classmate and usual exam leaderboard topper during my senior middle school in Huanggang Middle school. they were close friends in Huanggang and enrolled by Peking Univ together while majored differently. I worked as assistant of He in the dream. I tried my best on stage to cooperation with He who so brilliant. He's talent undeniable, and won finally, with PRC's traditional song, "Hero hymn". The judge, a colonel and likely popular TV talkshow guest in nowadays PRC, found mistakes of performance as result absence of camp training for contestants, results in clumsiness at war field in future perspective. He commented humorously and audiences applaud. Then triumph ceremony commenced. I tried to behave differently on stage, to coordinate with He Yi, not just follow him, that also attracted eyeballs on me. then I felt anxious about my son's mom would refuse my installing new Japanese style sofa and mini-desk I bought online for my son in the aim to let him closer to Japanese life style like his Japanese mother, Asoh Yukiko. after woke up, I hurried to breakfast in dorm canteen. It's a sunny morning. I had done so many fruitful tasks by now. God, bring me sooner my Royal China, to bring happy end closer to reality. thx God dad.

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

juice mixing lunar spring festival 2014.

2/2/2014

My spring festival with my son. ^ in dawn dream I see clear in PRC's early history, each inside cleansing during its climb to state power in fact a brutal extinguishing of merited people. Then dreamed with my senior middle school alumni. My son's mom still in bitter revenge and self-destructive, lingering in her mother's home during the lunar holiday, willing retreat from mother's role her own. I told my son his mom is a mistake, step by step losing in vain, while her mother is the undercurrent deep sin in the family cursed. The ugly old woman tentatively weakened her 2 daughters to make herself indispensably before her death. She made her home house of lesbians and brothel. She really disgusts me, and any clean mind. In 2 days I hold my son in my dorm to avoid the sin. God, protect my son's little world before scattered till his maturity. Keep shape of a supporting life around my son.Dad, bring sooner my son his mother in Japan, my crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. Bring my Royal China sooner into my life so far praying for the change predicted. Thx for the rich spring festival of 2014.

21/1/2014

dreamed of being among civil war.^ Dreamed first being army of CCP in civil war in 1940's. We then likely captured by CDP army of General Chiang Kai Chek. For both sides being young, we got familiar and in a mission together. We talked while marched on a hill to sent weapons or messages. it raining and slippery, and human habitat covered with shits, that let me anxious. We 2 young ladies and 2 boys. Sometimes we encountered ambush but not terrifying like war movies. 2 days will be my first real credit card payment deadline. God, that anxious me for almost 2 months. I look forward clear settlement on time. In the past week I also asked my kid brother bought me a set of download robot. My old notebook sent to repair, so I had to be idle all day long. Thx for the leisure, dad, pl in coming days allow me work loads happily and freshly. This lunar spring festival means nothing but changes.

16/1/2014

lunar year end celebration prepared. ^ month long anxious upon lunar spring festival celebration eased, with an exceptional big loan of ￥4000 from my senior middle school alumnus, including 2100 RMB purchased an acer chromebook to replace old notebook whose independent video card, a Nvidia product, totally broke down. God, I see ur grace after these days enduring praying. promise filled without doubt, but out of plenty. In dawn I dreamed in my hometown, a long time admirer and chaser of my old family, esp. my passed dad, built an iron bull sculpture, stands in front of the village or the back hill, source of most business of villagers. my sinful 2nd brother among them to build the statue. then on a bus whose amazing driver drove along dangerously road. the road so steep that sometimes the bus totally vertical stood, or swinging to hell. later after the bus fell onto a deep slope, we found it in fact raised by electromagnetism operated by the driver aside a power lever. my 2nd brother and one of my cousin visited me in the dream but I didn't buy their phony hospitality. my university alumnus, who since graduation works in Shenzhen, southern China, appeared in the end of the dream, likely invited me to continue competition between us, say, home library, but I told him I gave up. its a mild sunny morning when I went for breakfast. God, so many witness here upon the crisis just through. God, put me deeper in ur gratitude and complacent. bring me sooner my Royal China, esp. Asoh Yukiko and my TW girl, to allow me home my children. thx God dad.

13/1/2014

dreamed in class with my son and once colleagues. ^ my son now almost appears in my every dream. dreamed in a class among my QRRS colleagues as students and the dark souled director co-hosting the classroom. I with my son chose back seats to prepare for event changes. yesterday is happy Sunday when I played games with my son all day long in a week. I also bought myself underpants long time intended. when I handed over ￥20 to son to let him buy him a soap box, he carefully chose and left ￥15. apparently he saves from the purchase and deserves a reward, but I insisted buying cookies with the leftover. my son reluctant to buy the food and I didn't noticed his concern. after returned to dorm, I got insight my son in need of managing finance experience. he want to earn and constantly improve his financial life. God, I always warned my son anything he want, he should empowered to protect his new property. I always warned him danger in teenager with abundant pocket money against school bullying. God, my son wants financial practices. God, grant him meaningful lessons on well-being. God, dad, in the past week I experienced so many joyed glory the Son entitled. bring me sooner my Royal China to honor his land and people. thx God, in this cordial sunny morning.

10/1/2014

Dream of infection.^ in dawn dream, I was a middle aged Cantonese businessman or doctor, likely with my son, with whom I deep concerned and recently frequently appeared in my dreams, cooperated with CCP before PRC's birth. in dark woods we had to climbed and move along reef to escape enemies. then my palm cut and infected by a bug. when I kill it and removed it, its head bolt in the wound and spore a tiny worm with many legs and quick moving into my flesh. the terrifying scenario is my nightmare. the in a rush to catch a train, likely with my son. when we aboard, I hurry to search rooms for water or sort my inventory. the destiny of the rain uncertain. we had some travelers but strange. after got up, its late to breakfast in canteen but I still went for it and ate it. God, such wonderful days recently, touch me with pure emotions. dad, God, bring me sooner my Asoh Yukiko, my girl LYu, girl TW, girl Zhou, bring me a harmonious family. thx, God.

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

From 2014 admires

bookmark the new era, from 2014

7/1/2014

Dreamed lengthily a start-up &its diligent owner, a women entrepreneur. ^ closely watched a young lady's profession in dawn dream. she steadily developed multimedia skill, attracted 2 or more crews, developed educational or entertainment software what I once tried 10 years ago. she is serious and not talkative. her husband also a businessman. I interviewed one of her staff, talked about programing details, and the studio. the lady sometimes watched out during my interview. later in hometown I found my passed dad's estate underwent changes, I lost my storage cabinet. a new neighbor girl directed my search near hers house but in vain. I just got shit stains when I gave up retrieving. God, I tried a career, and I now love my business online best. grant me peace in accompanying my son. also allow me contribute to world wealth if I designated. dad, God, guarantee ur son, my Royal China, a merry lunar new year. bring me sooner my Royal China to host my children now and in sight.

6/1/2014

Dreamed academic summit with Wang Xionghui. ^ in campus, Wang Xionghui, my senior middle school and university alumnus, and his classmates preparing a visiting Russian scholar's lecture. the topic is about topography of wind. I was among audience, and talked to Wang how I understand the research: first time there is a working model to describe geography, as well as existing energy or power contained by geography. Wang listened, among his genius classmates majoring mathematics and mostly good at English. some of his girl classmates noticed me and my interest in the scientific report. God, my finance got worsen in this year end. Free me of anxiety, grant us a joyful lunar spring festival. my son's teenage arriving, while his mom and her psychosexual family is dirty &sinful. Bringing him sanitary and sound growth in the despicable environment, with angels' attendance. God, dad, u know my deep concern in hope of new & better beautiful and gracious emotional life, esp love, in my son's budding youth. Thanks in peace in this dawn dream.
PS: family finally got long time aimed domain, gotrus, in gotrus.com, under son, warozhu's title, on Dec 27, 2013. I had the namespace several years ago, for Promised Land uprising, boosted by confidence in year end celebrating, I bought it with my first real credit card issued by China Construction Bank. so nice to land 2014 with the promise. God, shines me and my Royal China, my vested Empire, with new land premium.

2/1/2014

most detailed dream in Japan. ^ Dreamed living in Asoh Yukiko's home, with her dad and other family members including her sister, celebrating likely lunar new year. Dressed up our notebook. its my most vivid dream with Yukiko, since I claimed my love with her back to 2000 in Nankai University. Later in hometown met a retired teacher trying selling his ghost stories, on the stone bridge my passed dad built for the village. This morning I visited department director in Qrrs for help my finance. God, free me want of boarding and lodging, grant us bonus for new year holiday. present us happy time celebrating lunar spring festival. yesterday I had only one meal, but rich with my son in a Chinese restaurant near 5pm. holidays in PRC mostly means out of service, especially inconvenient for homeless. but situation changing among waking Chinese. this new year's day put me a day out of track, but coming lunar new year will lasts a week, humiliates each loner. there must one day holidays in China aligns with catholic world calendar. Dad, God, wouldn't 2014 promising?

27/12/2013

Dreamed of being a middle aged woman manager in a print house. ^First we lived in 1930s',trying to restore a fine print skill, which makes printed images vivid &subtle. I suggested print some pokers for red army at front line. And I in love with someone in dream's role. Then the woman survived civil war and CCP's self cleanses in recent history and lives now, but that dream evaporated since then during my blogging. Its a sunny morning. I suddenly had an idea to print my son an album from our recent photo blog online. now it ordered via 163.com, a sweet service. God, grant me a Spring festival anxious free. let's embrace 2014 heartedly in gratitude. thx, dad God.

26/12/2013

Dreamed of creation. ^ First dreamed being a common southern or southwest Chinese, witness public hero, ie. soccer superstar, how his emerging, from crowd and his family, esp his wife. then dreamed being 3 crickets, their creation on product line, and their work on the machine stream line. I wake up towards the moment of recreation of life, ie one of 3 crickets' rebirth. yesterday is Xmas, and it snowed. I got a poor bonus of ￥200 from QRRS office, my once workplace. the staff of the department must be cheating me, esp the monitor, must steal my money now and then. every time dispatching bonus, the sinful man took advantage of my absence in office ( to evade his dirty challenges and smoking), just left me bucks on desk, but never show me the receiver record. the casher woman likely also cooperating, in year end, exactly last Tuesday, she as usual took away my stamp to signature departmental dispersal bills, banning me from view how much and often I was paid on the payroll. I was only allowed to stamp on my salary sheet of 12 months which is public to me and the world. they r weak Chinese and poor quality people. God, in this gifting season I had near 2000RMB bill due to settle. grant me and my son a joyful season want of nothing. bring me sooner my Royal China to allow my work and life span. dad, God, thx for the sanity in the snow.

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From 2013 in gaze

From 2013 in gaze