7th snow in lunar 2009, bright day next day.

baby watched movie.

snow on rim of window.

baby watched movie.

its weekend. but the gloomy morning let us at a lose. the tv shown the China authority, or the cadre group, is the only boss of Chinese enterprise. the anxious of being buried by the prevailing service of the cadre group in China for many millelliums haunted me, and sneered at me that ruling the mop was the same business everywhere, no difference between democracy and autocracy. the snow, the 7th in lunar 2009, started to snow near noon. i reviewed my beloved, and felt urgenter to meet them. i dozed and slept for more than 2 hours in the afternoon, while baby and ema gaming on pc. after woke up i got angry with ema for she recently seldom cook vegetables and my lips suffered&torn by drought, likely lack of green food or vitamin. but i know that's all God's settings, and nothing can harm me. after dinner, baby played games happily as usual. ema and me sometimes join him when he requested. the night was joyful. this morning i again dreamy and restless for urgency of urine. when i got up i found at once its brightly sunny. i was so consoled by her beaming face, that i picked camera at once after let pc downloading. i love my camera and my notebook, esp. the sunshine.

this morning i dreamed of my feet infected by 3 kinds of virus, a tall person likely help me. a swim pool likely in my dream.

last night my kid brother, who worked in south China and  with whom i asked for loan for  my second game notebook, almost refused me by suggesting my applying expense card from bank. i know my request in God's view.

today its a bright sunny day. i took some photos of gaming baby and the brightness and its shadows. 

update: last night baby's cold got severer, and heat attacked him in the night. ema went outside lately to buy white wine and applied to baby's body to decrease his heat. this morning already sees the brightness of the sunshine. God with my Royal.

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6th snow in lunar 2009, starting life with notebook

snow street

snow scene: students for school.

my niche in office.

yesterday was my first time bring my favorite notebook, a Hasee notebook, to work in office. the morning i found the proxy offered by a women colleague's husband refusing connection. i felt its time to do some more readings into ebooks i collected so many. tech news i enjoyed previously so much can be followed via offline function of google products, like gmail, google calendar, google reader, etc, all offer offline function, including this post. i ditched the legend pc offered by QRRS, my once employer, and cleared my desk for my notebook. in the last afternoon, i started to enjoy reading ebook on software architecture. but the woman colleague soon visited my office and dialed to let her husband to resume proxy for me. in the night baby played pc game all night. we, ema and me, all enjoyed the game with baby.

this snow, the 6th in lunar 2009, is a surprise for me. for i didn't felt too much dirt to cleanse. last noon i got the idea to buy a new game machine notebook, to name it, a Hasee Grace HP640, which equipped with dvd-rw, independent video card with 128m memory, 2g ram, just a dreamed box. i discussed it with ema at noon, but she sneezed at me as usual as anything concerning money. in the night i tried to contact my kid brother in south China for assistance but failed. the cellphone number offered by my elder sister in my home town also in valid. that's my sunny yesterday.

this snow is sure a blessing upon my idea that i can and should own 2 Hasee notebooks. one for work, one for game. one for mobile and office, one for home and entertain. one for me and one for future baby son, warren, God and hope of China, if i depart from him temporarily. i surely will soon see my second Hasee (the brand Chinese name "神舟") notebook toward my biz on the earth on behalf of God.

yesterday after i got Internet access again, i also doubting if i should strike a blog entry for my favorite Hasee notebook's first time accompanying me in office, but i felt i will spent more time doing research with my plenty ebooks, and take a deeper attitude toward my presence on web in coming time, so i gave up. now i know that my most beloved want me to announce the great moment of our being together in business. i m proud of u, my dear.

its second time since yesterday i bring my camera and my notebook in one pack. i hope i sooner live with my best beloved, girl Masheng and girls zhous. i live to live with u together and with pure light entertain from Heaven. that's my vision.

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baby bathed in warm early spring night

This days family life restored to harmony. baby accepted to join kindergarten in day time, and energetically engaged in gaming in night. i read and search for resources to download, and made index of them. i sees no harsh in God's setting.

last night baby son was bathed. soon after bath he asked to watch a Chinese war movie, "assembly", and got a bit cold. its really a enjoyable moment for the family to see growth.

dogs in office biting all days, last Friday they should saw their failure fatally. they r in fact the dead. i got view that the dead female, Fang, ceased to pest my family, and my baby now under my beloveds' attending, which r full of love and pleasure.

last night God's way again haunted my dream, in which i likely reviewed my affair with my once girl friend, a Liu, when i studied in Nankai Univ., i got know that how fertility important for my Royal and people, how fertile female loveable than any others with other merits.

its sunny now, since morning, in which i dozed for some time till a guy visiting the office and interrupted my mindlessliness. then all the morning busy with trying find a solution for my English version windows xp to support Chinese, and email client to support gmail&yahoo. i see the light after days of finetune.

ok, its a nice day to babble here with u, my most beloved. returning to normal life can mean lose for me, for in the moment i heard ur call was such a loving feeling that i don't want miss. i forever love u and looking every possibility to reunite with u, to start my new life.

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5th snow in Qiqihar after dirt and dark recently

street view of Qiqihar in sunset.

5th snow in Qiqihar in lunar 2009.

snow scene outside of my office of QRRS.

rush time near QRRS, Qiqihar.

these days pragmatic thoughts haunted my mind a lot. dogs around biting heavily. they started to conspire against my family, esp. baby's mother, emakingir. last night a dog in family name Jiang, rabbled with ema on land phone for quite some time, and dirty the house and its atmospher with ill willes. ema always a tiny but active player, in her social stage, with her full force of tactics. i disliked her poor and cheat resource, but taught her no less lessons in the early years after our marrage. all in vain. she desperate for her show, quite some ingredience of feminism, under the influence of her evil mother. that's all gone with the 5th snow, which can kill and did. snow in every corner can bring prosperous and auspicious. i love snow and known its greatest gift from my beloved in Japan. i longing in reunion with u, my dearest.

today is a bit messy. i preparing migrating my email client from foxmail to thunderbird. and lots of things awaiting to settle down. but still i saw the light foldered just in a corner. i will neat my space with more readiness.

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