dark day

i got up at 8:11am.last night dogs bited lately and let me had to went
to lavatory room to shit after 3 or 4 am.when i went there i met a
girl leaving in the corridor.i had the full day indoor with my baby
except a break for showering in common bathroom where i was alone in
the room to shower.in the morning the ground was somewhat
wet,indicating last night was dirty around me and i was cleaned by the
frizzle.my baby's mother allowed to leave home after 9 am so we
gathered awhile.i cared my baby playing until he slept on my shoulders
near 11 am.when i felt can't bear i shifted to hug him to let him
sleep.he woke up near 11:30 am and peacefully sat on my laptop to
watch tv.its rare for him for he always likes to play around.at lunch
he ate less and played around the table for some time.his grandmom
also there.after lunch i shown his mother i works on settling her
accounts on youtube and played alone on the web after she left and
slept.i soon fed up with slow speed of surf experience and found my
baby peacefully in his grandmom's arms to play.so i left to
shower.when i returned i met his mother leaving for shower.i held my
baby playing in the rest of afternoon.when his mother returned we
played with him together and let him laugh a lot.i left till i felt
gloomy on my odyssey for my second marriage.
the starsea cafe locked my pc just after some minutes after i login to
my google and i burst to the short girl who always troubled my usage
of pc here.
bye. days and nights i fighted for u,i don't know what a course i m in
but i forever stay.
i love u.kiss u.
tonight likely to snow as i gladly predicated several days ago.its
would be uncomparable blessing.

pale day.

last night i spent almost 4 or 5 hours in a internet cafe to customize
my youtube account.in the dawn i returned to the dorm after machine
dogs heavily hacked the net and let all proxy i can find blocked.i can
access my blogger account.i tried several pc and likely all pcs within
the cafe under the monitor of machine dogs.a more wider possiblity is
that all chinese internet cafe under cops' spy.china no doubt a socity
under tightened surveillance of the dictator,but i didn't know its
scope and depth.
i got up after 12 am.and laid on bed till 4 pm.then i went to starsea
cafe again to finished my work rest.the blogger still can't be
accessed.i had to wait.
i more and more enjoy the cyber life,living history based on the
warehouse of the .com service.but the chinese dog just lagged behind.
bye.i love u.kiss u with dusts.

faint sunshine in the morning,paled out in the afternoon.

last night i worked lately to 9:40 pm.i even attempted to continue my
work after i exchanged daily bless with my son and his mother.but i
held back myself for i want to share free time with my baby and his
mother next morning.his mother said she would be free this morning,and
last morning she held my baby to eat out kentuky fried chicken.i more
or less enjoy publicity with my son.so i regret didn't go over
yesterday.
this morning i woke up at 8:01 am and got up at once.last night the
boss of the starsea cafe haunted in my mind for quite some time.when i
left he upstairs to meet me and i know he monitored me for a long
time.they belongs to dogs union.
my baby received me near the door.soon his mother suggested to haunt
outside and we went to south garden and we started to shot our
baby.some old parents holding their grandsons there showing their
admires to us and my son's mother shared my baby's biscuits with them
but i didn't.for i promised my baby not to disperse his food with
anyone.
in the afternoon the railway telcom arrived 2 staff, a man and a woman
last time visited us to handle our adsl installation,upon our
complains for the too low speed of adsl.they just shown me the adsl
modem's interface to show its downward speed is 2m,but didn't resolve
our problem of slow surfing.i later doubting the woman staff a
intelligence worker of the state security bureau.the man blamed my
firewall and even suggest me surfing without firewall.after them
left,i spent 2 more hours to upload a 200KB video files to youtube.com
but failed thousand times.my baby slept on my shoulder in advanced and
later let the old woman shifted to bed.i held my baby to receive his
mother after 6:30 pm and had a nice time in the entrance of the
classroom building of the school.
i spent 2 hours here to register my family members youtube accounts
and let them working.
bye.i love u with bareness.kiss u with drips of winter leaves.

From warren with h...

indoor modifying my googlepages all afternoon.

i spent all afternoon in the starcafe to modify my googlepage at
http://benzillar.googlepages.com .dog's blocking some resource quite
irrigating but i finsihed it.at noon i felt quite unease about my
spending last night(in the middle the pc hacked and reboot and lost
all my works after half and an hour,so i spent another hour to
suppliment it) and today exceed my budget. but i admitted its my need
and god sees my effort to discipline.i will stayed in the dorm all the
evening,not spending a coin here.i like google,if i can do something
to satisfy myself i would do it with google.
bye.i love u.kiss u with teeth and tease.